<?xml version="1.0" encoding="UTF-8"?><rss xmlns:dc="http://purl.org/dc/elements/1.1/" xmlns:content="http://purl.org/rss/1.0/modules/content/" xmlns:atom="http://www.w3.org/2005/Atom" version="2.0" xmlns:itunes="http://www.itunes.com/dtds/podcast-1.0.dtd" xmlns:googleplay="http://www.google.com/schemas/play-podcasts/1.0"><channel><title><![CDATA[Soul Craft Studio: Inner Life - Spirituality]]></title><description><![CDATA[Reflections and practices for healing, emotional release and spiritual integration. These writings draw on practices such as Soul Writing, Emotional Alchemy, shadow work, meditation and intuitive inquiry to help us reconnect with ourselves, open the heart and release emotional blocks.]]></description><link>https://soulcraftwriting.substack.com/s/the-inner-path</link><image><url>https://substackcdn.com/image/fetch/$s_!ASrp!,w_256,c_limit,f_auto,q_auto:good,fl_progressive:steep/https%3A%2F%2Fsubstack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fpublic%2Fimages%2Feaf62a26-eac7-4ad3-95e5-3522dcaa8709_500x500.png</url><title>Soul Craft Studio: Inner Life - Spirituality</title><link>https://soulcraftwriting.substack.com/s/the-inner-path</link></image><generator>Substack</generator><lastBuildDate>Thu, 07 May 2026 23:52:41 GMT</lastBuildDate><atom:link href="https://soulcraftwriting.substack.com/feed" rel="self" type="application/rss+xml"/><copyright><![CDATA[Matt Rivers]]></copyright><language><![CDATA[en]]></language><webMaster><![CDATA[soulcraftwriting@substack.com]]></webMaster><itunes:owner><itunes:email><![CDATA[soulcraftwriting@substack.com]]></itunes:email><itunes:name><![CDATA[Matt Rivers]]></itunes:name></itunes:owner><itunes:author><![CDATA[Matt Rivers]]></itunes:author><googleplay:owner><![CDATA[soulcraftwriting@substack.com]]></googleplay:owner><googleplay:email><![CDATA[soulcraftwriting@substack.com]]></googleplay:email><googleplay:author><![CDATA[Matt Rivers]]></googleplay:author><itunes:block><![CDATA[Yes]]></itunes:block><item><title><![CDATA[The Introverted Creative]]></title><description><![CDATA[When You Want to Show Off But Don&#8217;t Want to Be Seen]]></description><link>https://soulcraftwriting.substack.com/p/the-introverted-creative</link><guid isPermaLink="false">https://soulcraftwriting.substack.com/p/the-introverted-creative</guid><dc:creator><![CDATA[Matt Rivers]]></dc:creator><pubDate>Sun, 26 Apr 2026 09:09:09 GMT</pubDate><enclosure url="https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1598160882026-6e61d16dc8c4?crop=entropy&amp;cs=tinysrgb&amp;fit=max&amp;fm=jpg&amp;ixid=M3wzMDAzMzh8MHwxfHNlYXJjaHwyfHxjcmVhdGl2aXR5fGVufDB8fHx8MTc3NzE0NzY3NXww&amp;ixlib=rb-4.1.0&amp;q=80&amp;w=1080" length="0" type="image/jpeg"/><content:encoded><![CDATA[<p>You are creative. We are creative. Every human on the planet is a creative force. A nexus of untapped potential, operating on multiple levels in multiple dimensions. We create from simply being. We breathe and our body creates cells from atoms. How we breathe affects how we think. We think and our body creates emotions, reactions and biology. We feel emotions and our body emanates frequencies which bring forth ideas and realities that in turn shape perceptions. We perceive and create reactions and actions. And that is even before we have talked about art.</p><div class="captioned-image-container"><figure><a class="image-link image2 is-viewable-img" target="_blank" href="https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1598160882026-6e61d16dc8c4?crop=entropy&amp;cs=tinysrgb&amp;fit=max&amp;fm=jpg&amp;ixid=M3wzMDAzMzh8MHwxfHNlYXJjaHwyfHxjcmVhdGl2aXR5fGVufDB8fHx8MTc3NzE0NzY3NXww&amp;ixlib=rb-4.1.0&amp;q=80&amp;w=1080" data-component-name="Image2ToDOM"><div class="image2-inset"><picture><source type="image/webp" srcset="https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1598160882026-6e61d16dc8c4?crop=entropy&amp;cs=tinysrgb&amp;fit=max&amp;fm=jpg&amp;ixid=M3wzMDAzMzh8MHwxfHNlYXJjaHwyfHxjcmVhdGl2aXR5fGVufDB8fHx8MTc3NzE0NzY3NXww&amp;ixlib=rb-4.1.0&amp;q=80&amp;w=1080 424w, https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1598160882026-6e61d16dc8c4?crop=entropy&amp;cs=tinysrgb&amp;fit=max&amp;fm=jpg&amp;ixid=M3wzMDAzMzh8MHwxfHNlYXJjaHwyfHxjcmVhdGl2aXR5fGVufDB8fHx8MTc3NzE0NzY3NXww&amp;ixlib=rb-4.1.0&amp;q=80&amp;w=1080 848w, 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That is hard to say, but it is true. Not only are we hard-wired to procreate (an urge that keeps the whole of nature moving forward), the human species has a unique ability to create beauty for the sake of creating beauty. Of course, not all of us have fully explored that. Many of us believe that creativity is a talent you have or do not have. Many believe they are not creative. Many believe you have to be loud and bombastic to succeed. Yet there exists a large proportion of us that must create but hate being seen or exposed.</p><p>Perhaps you write but are scared to show your work. Perhaps you are a brilliant artist but shy away from displaying it. Maybe, like me, you are a musician that hates being asked to play a song at every gathering you attend, reluctant to jump up on stage or perform like a monkey or sing on request. We create because it is our nature to create, but it is not in our nature to push to the front of the queue.</p><p>Time and again we see it, the loud, obnoxious and overly-confident rise to the top because they are loud, obnoxious and overly-confident. It happens in art, acting, music, politics and business. We have celebrated and lauded the noisy ones for a very long time. I am not blaming them or criticising them. It is attractive. There have been countless times I wished for such confidence in the face of my own retiring energy. It is much easier to be a pop star, actor or dancer when you have no inhibitions.</p><p>But we are living in different times now. The grand gatekeepers of old are no longer in control and that is a good thing. Gone are the days of music television and exclusive deals. Even in the face of a torrent of AI slop, artists now have more power and control over their work and how it is seen. Over the last ten to twenty years, we have seen platforms develop that allow the shyest of artists to display their work. Substack has changed the game for writers, TikTok opened the door for dancers, Spotify for musicians and Instagram for artists. Of course, the lines have blurred but there is more opportunity now to be seen without showing your face than ever before. The system is not perfect and we are a little way yet from every artist making good money from their creations. But that is not the reason for this article. The point is that even the most introverted artist can get their work out into the world now and that is a good thing.</p><p>There is a &#8216;but&#8217; coming which is spoken by an introverted artist who has dealt with a lot of the demons that come with being introverted, ashamed, shy, unworthy and lacking confidence.</p><p>You do not have to live with all of those emotions weighing you down. <em>But</em> you do have to do some inner work. When you do the inner work, you begin to feel lighter and more free to show your art to the world. It can be painfully hard to open up and show people what you do. I used to run open mics and I could see how hard it was to get on stage for some, because I found it hard too. I celebrated every single person who got up in front of the crowd. I loved every single one of them, regardless of the talent or skill.</p><p>We are learning all the time, and if you want to create art, you <em>must</em>! That is your nature as I have already said. Don&#8217;t take advice from someone who is not creating anything. Find constructive criticism for your art. Advice that builds you up and sets you on a path forward. Advice that improves what you are doing. Advice that nurtures you and gives you new ideas. Advice that inspires you to learn and hone your craft rather than give up.</p><p>If you are battling with crippling emotions that are bringing you down, then find a way to process those emotions. We are not meant to walk around carrying the weight of old thoughts, patterns and beliefs on our shoulders. We are not static beings, and we are not our bodies nor our emotions. They are ever-changing states, vehicles that we ride around in. Emotions are <em>energy-in-motion</em> and are meant to be felt, move and leave. My two favourite ways to deal with old emotions are Soul Writing and Emotional Alchemy.</p><p>Soul Writing basically involves you moving into <a href="https://youtu.be/cb7e4AyeyWA">heart coherence through meditation</a> and then writing from your heart and soul, letting the voices that need to speak have their time. We do not sit in the mind, thinking about what to write. We are present within the whole body. It gets things moving. I use Soul Writing for healing and I use it for creativity. It is a versatile writing practice that everyone should have access to. In classes I have taught, I have had people who thought they could never write, produce the most amazing words and poetry. It is right there within us all. It blows me away all the time.</p><p>Emotional Alchemy is a more guided practice. You can learn to do it on yourself, but it takes discipline. It is better to start with a teacher or guide. Essentially, in light trance meditation, we locate the emotions within us that are holding us back. We give them colour and form and transmute them out of the body. It is possible because old emotions are non-physical. Here is a <a href="https://youtu.be/gbYlvYxxSE4">meditation that begins to bring awareness to our body</a> in order to feel it in a different way.</p><p>Healing is not instant. It is a gentle journey back to self. Back to truth. It is improved by creativity and creativity is improved by healing. You won&#8217;t suddenly become an extrovert, but if you show up and attend to those heavy emotions, you will become more peaceful and accepting of yourself. That is a good thing.</p><p>The world needs art. Creativity can, does and always will change the world, for it is how the world is made.</p><div><hr></div><p><strong>About the Author</strong><br><em>Matt Rivers is the creator of Soul Craft Studio. He shares metaphysical and practical ideas, along with his creative work, to help you process emotion, access your creativity, and live with more clarity. His writing, meditations, and workshops explore emotional clarity, creative flow, and personal integration.</em></p><p><em>He also offers <a href="https://nas.com/soulcraftstudio/sessions/emotionalalchemy121">1:1 sessions</a>. You are welcome to message him directly.</em></p><p><strong>Support the Work</strong><br><em>If this article resonated, you can support the writing here.</em></p><p class="button-wrapper" data-attrs="{&quot;url&quot;:&quot;https://buymeacoffee.com/mattrivers&quot;,&quot;text&quot;:&quot;Buy Me A Coffee&quot;,&quot;action&quot;:null,&quot;class&quot;:&quot;button-wrapper&quot;}" data-component-name="ButtonCreateButton"><a class="button primary button-wrapper" href="https://buymeacoffee.com/mattrivers"><span>Buy Me A Coffee</span></a></p><p><strong>Stay Connected</strong><br><em>Want more reflections, meditations, and creative insights? Subscribe to Soul Craft Studio for free updates.</em></p><p class="button-wrapper" data-attrs="{&quot;url&quot;:&quot;https://soulcraftwriting.substack.com/subscribe?&quot;,&quot;text&quot;:&quot;Subscribe now&quot;,&quot;action&quot;:null,&quot;class&quot;:&quot;button-wrapper&quot;}" data-component-name="ButtonCreateButton"><a class="button primary button-wrapper" href="https://soulcraftwriting.substack.com/subscribe?"><span>Subscribe now</span></a></p>]]></content:encoded></item><item><title><![CDATA[Soul Writing: A Path to Clarity, Creativity and Self Understanding]]></title><description><![CDATA[A reflection on journaling, creativity and discovering clarity through writing]]></description><link>https://soulcraftwriting.substack.com/p/soul-writing-a-path-to-clarity-creativity</link><guid isPermaLink="false">https://soulcraftwriting.substack.com/p/soul-writing-a-path-to-clarity-creativity</guid><dc:creator><![CDATA[Matt Rivers]]></dc:creator><pubDate>Sun, 12 Apr 2026 18:36:03 GMT</pubDate><enclosure url="https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1550592704-6c76defa9985?crop=entropy&amp;cs=tinysrgb&amp;fit=max&amp;fm=jpg&amp;ixid=M3wzMDAzMzh8MHwxfHNlYXJjaHw3fHx3cml0aW5nfGVufDB8fHx8MTc3NTk4NTI2NXww&amp;ixlib=rb-4.1.0&amp;q=80&amp;w=1080" length="0" type="image/jpeg"/><content:encoded><![CDATA[<h3><strong>Writing as a Refuge</strong></h3><p>In times of turmoil and stress, I turn to my journal. I retreat to the written word as much as possible in order to manage stress, discover new viewpoints, seek guidance and become more creative. I have been writing since I was a teenager, penning poems, songs and stories, and the process of creation has always fascinated me as much as the writing itself. As I grew older, I began using a journal to process emotions rather than simply venting anger and frustration through poetry and lyrics. In amongst all of that writing and study, a wise inner voice began to emerge, reassuring me and gently guiding me in the right direction. As I learned different writing techniques and applied my understanding of healing to them, a natural process developed that I now call Soul Writing. I have taught Soul Writing on and off for the last eleven years. I have taught in groups, face to face, at retreats and yoga camps where I lived and worked, and in online seminars and workshops.</p><div class="captioned-image-container"><figure><a class="image-link image2 is-viewable-img" target="_blank" href="https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1550592704-6c76defa9985?crop=entropy&amp;cs=tinysrgb&amp;fit=max&amp;fm=jpg&amp;ixid=M3wzMDAzMzh8MHwxfHNlYXJjaHw3fHx3cml0aW5nfGVufDB8fHx8MTc3NTk4NTI2NXww&amp;ixlib=rb-4.1.0&amp;q=80&amp;w=1080" data-component-name="Image2ToDOM"><div class="image2-inset"><picture><source type="image/webp" srcset="https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1550592704-6c76defa9985?crop=entropy&amp;cs=tinysrgb&amp;fit=max&amp;fm=jpg&amp;ixid=M3wzMDAzMzh8MHwxfHNlYXJjaHw3fHx3cml0aW5nfGVufDB8fHx8MTc3NTk4NTI2NXww&amp;ixlib=rb-4.1.0&amp;q=80&amp;w=1080 424w, 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I have yet to meet someone who is not inherently creative. Of course, I am not only talking about producing art. This may come down to semantics, but even having a thought or an idea is a creative act. Choosing what to eat for lunch is creative. Making a decision, making a baby, baking a cake, doing a charity fun run, helping pick up litter in the park, choosing curtains and planting vegetables are all everyday creative acts we take part in.</p><h3><strong>Breaking the Pattern</strong></h3><p>It is from this standpoint that I see being human as being creative. We have an inner voice, a guidance system that leads us to make decisions. It informs us at a deep level, guiding us through our experiences. Some might call it intuition, inner knowing or the higher self. Yet, all too often, we find ourselves caught in subconscious thought loops, places of repeated drama where trauma and pain seem to thrive. I have spent many years moving through the peaks and troughs of my own inner landscape. Life can carry on like this for a long time. Yet, because we are creative beings with influence over what we think, say and do, we have the ability to step into these patterns and begin to shift them. We can release what no longer serves us. We can even take that drama and turn it into something meaningful, something expressive, something beautiful.</p><h3><strong>What is Soul Writing?</strong></h3><p>Soul Writing is a practice designed to help discover, release and free the inner voice and creative spirit. At the same time, it is a tool that can help us process both past experiences and present challenges. Through it, we are able to explore our shadows and our depths, opening up new ways of seeing ourselves and the world around us. Many people have found the process to be unique, refreshing and easy to access. We learn to unthink, unplan and undo the barriers that stand in the way of our writing voice, creative nature and deeper expression.</p><h3><strong>A World in Transition</strong></h3><p>That the world is in a place of crisis and decision, there can be little doubt. Some see it as a wake up call for humanity, a chance to begin living in greater harmony with nature. Others see it as a struggle for control, the few attempting to dominate the many. Still others view it as part of a wider evolution, an inevitable shift in human awareness. And perhaps many simply see what is presented to them through the everyday flow of news and information. For me, it feels like a combination of all these things, a convergence of cycles and pressures, and a need for the human spirit to face itself, to release what it has been holding and to move towards a more balanced way of living. I believe that the more inner work we do to understand our own nature, the more we begin to let go of the patterns that hold us back and gain clarity about where we are heading.</p><div class="captioned-image-container"><figure><a class="image-link image2 is-viewable-img" target="_blank" href="https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1532009877282-3340270e0529?crop=entropy&amp;cs=tinysrgb&amp;fit=max&amp;fm=jpg&amp;ixid=M3wzMDAzMzh8MHwxfHNlYXJjaHwxfHxoYXJtb255fGVufDB8fHx8MTc3NjAxODYzN3ww&amp;ixlib=rb-4.1.0&amp;q=80&amp;w=1080" data-component-name="Image2ToDOM"><div class="image2-inset"><picture><source type="image/webp" srcset="https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1532009877282-3340270e0529?crop=entropy&amp;cs=tinysrgb&amp;fit=max&amp;fm=jpg&amp;ixid=M3wzMDAzMzh8MHwxfHNlYXJjaHwxfHxoYXJtb255fGVufDB8fHx8MTc3NjAxODYzN3ww&amp;ixlib=rb-4.1.0&amp;q=80&amp;w=1080 424w, 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Absolutely, but it must come with awareness and acknowledgement. We must recognise that we are all creative beings and that what we express carries weight. A word, a thought, an action can shape our experience and influence others. With that recognition comes responsibility. We can create chaos or we can create harmony. We can choose to explore the parts of ourselves we avoid and feel a little more at ease each day, or we can act from fear and continue reinforcing the patterns we find ourselves in.</p><p>If we are indeed at a point of change in the history of the planet, there may be no better time than now to recognise our potential and our natural creative nature. We have a responsibility to ourselves and to others to do no harm while learning how to express what is true within us.</p><div><hr></div><p><strong>About the Author</strong><br><em>Matt Rivers is the creator of Soul Craft Studio. He shares metaphysical and practical ideas, along with his creative work, to help you process emotion, access your creativity, and live with more clarity. His writing, meditations, and workshops explore emotional clarity, creative flow, and personal integration.</em></p><p><strong>Support the Work</strong><br><em>If this article resonated, you can support the writing here.</em></p><p class="button-wrapper" data-attrs="{&quot;url&quot;:&quot;https://buymeacoffee.com/mattrivers&quot;,&quot;text&quot;:&quot;Buy Me A Coffee&quot;,&quot;action&quot;:null,&quot;class&quot;:&quot;button-wrapper&quot;}" data-component-name="ButtonCreateButton"><a class="button primary button-wrapper" href="https://buymeacoffee.com/mattrivers"><span>Buy Me A Coffee</span></a></p><p><strong>Stay Connected</strong><br><em>Want more reflections, meditations, and creative insights? Subscribe to Soul Craft Studio for free updates.</em></p><p class="button-wrapper" data-attrs="{&quot;url&quot;:&quot;https://soulcraftwriting.substack.com/subscribe?&quot;,&quot;text&quot;:&quot;Subscribe now&quot;,&quot;action&quot;:null,&quot;class&quot;:null}" data-component-name="ButtonCreateButton"><a class="button primary" href="https://soulcraftwriting.substack.com/subscribe?"><span>Subscribe now</span></a></p>]]></content:encoded></item><item><title><![CDATA[Create For Pleasure, Because You Can!]]></title><description><![CDATA[The Importance of Play Over Production]]></description><link>https://soulcraftwriting.substack.com/p/create-for-pleasure-because-you-can</link><guid isPermaLink="false">https://soulcraftwriting.substack.com/p/create-for-pleasure-because-you-can</guid><dc:creator><![CDATA[Matt Rivers]]></dc:creator><pubDate>Wed, 08 Apr 2026 10:47:03 GMT</pubDate><enclosure url="https://substackcdn.com/image/fetch/$s_!oBO_!,f_auto,q_auto:good,fl_progressive:steep/https%3A%2F%2Fsubstack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fpublic%2Fimages%2Fb7b33ec7-f467-466e-b5ee-8adb3528a014_900x675.jpeg" length="0" type="image/jpeg"/><content:encoded><![CDATA[<p>Sometimes the act of creativity loses its sparkle. The magic and excitement fade under the weight of producing the next work, painting the next picture, or writing the next song. An act that previously made us feel alive can become a chore and we lose focus. We suddenly feel uninspired, lacking the energy or motivation to continue. But whilst art and creativity can benefit greatly from discipline and momentum, our inner artist has a child-like wonder that needs nurturing and play.</p><div class="captioned-image-container"><figure><a class="image-link image2 is-viewable-img" target="_blank" href="https://substackcdn.com/image/fetch/$s_!oBO_!,f_auto,q_auto:good,fl_progressive:steep/https%3A%2F%2Fsubstack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fpublic%2Fimages%2Fb7b33ec7-f467-466e-b5ee-8adb3528a014_900x675.jpeg" data-component-name="Image2ToDOM"><div class="image2-inset"><picture><source type="image/webp" srcset="https://substackcdn.com/image/fetch/$s_!oBO_!,w_424,c_limit,f_webp,q_auto:good,fl_progressive:steep/https%3A%2F%2Fsubstack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fpublic%2Fimages%2Fb7b33ec7-f467-466e-b5ee-8adb3528a014_900x675.jpeg 424w, https://substackcdn.com/image/fetch/$s_!oBO_!,w_848,c_limit,f_webp,q_auto:good,fl_progressive:steep/https%3A%2F%2Fsubstack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fpublic%2Fimages%2Fb7b33ec7-f467-466e-b5ee-8adb3528a014_900x675.jpeg 848w, https://substackcdn.com/image/fetch/$s_!oBO_!,w_1272,c_limit,f_webp,q_auto:good,fl_progressive:steep/https%3A%2F%2Fsubstack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fpublic%2Fimages%2Fb7b33ec7-f467-466e-b5ee-8adb3528a014_900x675.jpeg 1272w, https://substackcdn.com/image/fetch/$s_!oBO_!,w_1456,c_limit,f_webp,q_auto:good,fl_progressive:steep/https%3A%2F%2Fsubstack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fpublic%2Fimages%2Fb7b33ec7-f467-466e-b5ee-8adb3528a014_900x675.jpeg 1456w" sizes="100vw"><img src="https://substackcdn.com/image/fetch/$s_!oBO_!,w_1456,c_limit,f_auto,q_auto:good,fl_progressive:steep/https%3A%2F%2Fsubstack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fpublic%2Fimages%2Fb7b33ec7-f467-466e-b5ee-8adb3528a014_900x675.jpeg" width="600" height="450" data-attrs="{&quot;src&quot;:&quot;https://substack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com/public/images/b7b33ec7-f467-466e-b5ee-8adb3528a014_900x675.jpeg&quot;,&quot;srcNoWatermark&quot;:null,&quot;fullscreen&quot;:null,&quot;imageSize&quot;:null,&quot;height&quot;:675,&quot;width&quot;:900,&quot;resizeWidth&quot;:600,&quot;bytes&quot;:153799,&quot;alt&quot;:&quot;text&quot;,&quot;title&quot;:null,&quot;type&quot;:&quot;image/jpeg&quot;,&quot;href&quot;:null,&quot;belowTheFold&quot;:false,&quot;topImage&quot;:true,&quot;internalRedirect&quot;:null,&quot;isProcessing&quot;:false,&quot;align&quot;:null,&quot;offset&quot;:false}" class="sizing-normal" alt="text" title="text" srcset="https://substackcdn.com/image/fetch/$s_!oBO_!,w_424,c_limit,f_auto,q_auto:good,fl_progressive:steep/https%3A%2F%2Fsubstack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fpublic%2Fimages%2Fb7b33ec7-f467-466e-b5ee-8adb3528a014_900x675.jpeg 424w, https://substackcdn.com/image/fetch/$s_!oBO_!,w_848,c_limit,f_auto,q_auto:good,fl_progressive:steep/https%3A%2F%2Fsubstack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fpublic%2Fimages%2Fb7b33ec7-f467-466e-b5ee-8adb3528a014_900x675.jpeg 848w, https://substackcdn.com/image/fetch/$s_!oBO_!,w_1272,c_limit,f_auto,q_auto:good,fl_progressive:steep/https%3A%2F%2Fsubstack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fpublic%2Fimages%2Fb7b33ec7-f467-466e-b5ee-8adb3528a014_900x675.jpeg 1272w, https://substackcdn.com/image/fetch/$s_!oBO_!,w_1456,c_limit,f_auto,q_auto:good,fl_progressive:steep/https%3A%2F%2Fsubstack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fpublic%2Fimages%2Fb7b33ec7-f467-466e-b5ee-8adb3528a014_900x675.jpeg 1456w" sizes="100vw" fetchpriority="high"></picture><div class="image-link-expand"><div class="pencraft pc-display-flex pc-gap-8 pc-reset"><button tabindex="0" type="button" class="pencraft pc-reset pencraft icon-container restack-image"><svg role="img" width="20" height="20" viewBox="0 0 20 20" fill="none" stroke-width="1.5" stroke="var(--color-fg-primary)" stroke-linecap="round" stroke-linejoin="round" xmlns="http://www.w3.org/2000/svg"><g><title></title><path d="M2.53001 7.81595C3.49179 4.73911 6.43281 2.5 9.91173 2.5C13.1684 2.5 15.9537 4.46214 17.0852 7.23684L17.6179 8.67647M17.6179 8.67647L18.5002 4.26471M17.6179 8.67647L13.6473 6.91176M17.4995 12.1841C16.5378 15.2609 13.5967 17.5 10.1178 17.5C6.86118 17.5 4.07589 15.5379 2.94432 12.7632L2.41165 11.3235M2.41165 11.3235L1.5293 15.7353M2.41165 11.3235L6.38224 13.0882"></path></g></svg></button><button tabindex="0" type="button" class="pencraft pc-reset pencraft icon-container view-image"><svg xmlns="http://www.w3.org/2000/svg" width="20" height="20" viewBox="0 0 24 24" fill="none" stroke="currentColor" stroke-width="2" stroke-linecap="round" stroke-linejoin="round" class="lucide lucide-maximize2 lucide-maximize-2"><polyline points="15 3 21 3 21 9"></polyline><polyline points="9 21 3 21 3 15"></polyline><line x1="21" x2="14" y1="3" y2="10"></line><line x1="3" x2="10" y1="21" y2="14"></line></svg></button></div></div></div></a><figcaption class="image-caption">Photo by <a href="https://unsplash.com/@jannerboy62">Nick Fewings</a> on <a href="https://unsplash.com">Unsplash</a></figcaption></figure></div><p>There are countless reasons why creative stagnation appears. Sometimes it begins in childhood and we spend our whole lives believing we are not creative. Sometimes it appears midlife or mid-project. For me, it has waxed and waned. It can seem quite random but in my own creative life, and in teaching others, I have noticed recurring patterns.</p><p>The most common symptom I have seen is tension. I see it in people who think they can&#8217;t sing or write, and in my own life when I&#8217;m looking for ideas or the energy to show up. Tension holds us back from flow. It can be mental, emotional or muscular tension. Tension can come from expectations placed on us by others or by ourselves. It can come from judgement and criticism or from inherited beliefs and a lack of confidence.</p><p>In my case, I often made the need for my creative career to support me the driving factor behind being creative. Production over play, money and survival over enjoyment. I put too much importance on the end result. It had to be perfect. It had to be comparable to the greatest art in the world, and if not, then what was the point? I can count three periods in my life where that tension killed my drive to play music, write poems or complete projects. Coupled with feelings of unworthiness and imposter syndrome, this put an abrupt stop to my creative output.</p><p>Tension always has roots and we should occasionally examine them. Sometimes it takes deeper work to shift the blocks. I have consistently used Soul Writing and <a href="https://nas.io/soulcraftstudio/sessions/emotionalalchemy121">Emotional Alchemy</a> to move through the barren periods in my life but deep work isn&#8217;t the point here. This is about a far simpler shift in perspective that anyone can jump into at any point in their life.</p><p>Tension and expectation create rigidity. We lean into what we need to do or what&#8217;s expected of us. We stay in our creative lane, writing with the same voice, playing covers at gigs because it pays the bills. We churn out work or content because the strategy and hustle culture tells us that&#8217;s what we need to do. Our joy gets buried, slowly, over time.</p><p>If we make time in our day, or at least in the week, for creative play, we allow ourselves space to rediscover who we are. That means playing without a goal. Creating without a product in mind. Enjoying the journey, not the destination.</p><p>Take an hour, or more if you dare. Grab a pen, go outside and write about the wind. Get out the paints and fill up some paper with the colours of your feelings. Get a guitar and sing your favourite songs at the top of your voice with no regard for finesse or artistry. Borrow the children&#8217;s Lego and build something silly. Grab some cord and make a friendship bracelet. Learn how to make an origami crane. Grab that dusty bongo or put together a makeshift drum kit out of pots and pans and play backing rhythms to house music. Make up a dance move to your favourite song. Invent a recipe. Write down all your craziest ideas or dreams. 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Don&#8217;t post it. Don&#8217;t share it. Don&#8217;t monetise it. It is sacred exploration and play for the sake of playing. Because you can. It&#8217;s there to remind you where your joy lives, not to remind anyone else. The second you make it into a product, it can lose the magic and purpose of self-discovery.</p><p>Joseph Campbell famously told us to <em>follow our bliss</em>. Contrary to popular belief, that doesn&#8217;t mean simply doing whatever you want without regard for others. From this perspective, we can end up feeding our egos instead of our hearts. Bliss is something far more ephemeral.</p><p>Do what uplifts you and brings you genuine joy. Do what brings you back to yourself and your truth. Discover what channels the very essence of your soul through your fingertips. Bliss doesn&#8217;t harm others, although they may not like it. Usually because it reminds them that they have not yet found theirs. That&#8217;s okay though. It might inspire them.</p><p>Wherever you are on your creative journey, take some time to create for the fun of it. See where it takes you. Just for the play of it.</p><div><hr></div><p><strong>About the Author</strong><br><em>Matt Rivers is the creator of Soul Craft Studio. He shares metaphysical and practical ideas, along with his creative work, to help you process emotion, access your creativity, and live with more clarity. His writing, meditations, and workshops explore emotional clarity, creative flow, and personal integration.</em></p><p><strong>Support the Work</strong><br><em>If this article resonated, you can support my work here:</em></p><p class="button-wrapper" data-attrs="{&quot;url&quot;:&quot;https://buymeacoffee.com/mattrivers&quot;,&quot;text&quot;:&quot;Buy Me A Coffee&quot;,&quot;action&quot;:null,&quot;class&quot;:&quot;button-wrapper&quot;}" data-component-name="ButtonCreateButton"><a class="button primary button-wrapper" href="https://buymeacoffee.com/mattrivers"><span>Buy Me A Coffee</span></a></p><p><strong>Stay Connected</strong><br><em>Want more reflections, meditations, and creative insights? 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An exploration of emotion, trauma and the inner tools we can use to break old patterns and begin living fully.</em></p><p>Humans are magnificent. We have a capacity for creativity that is unmatched on this planet. We are a beautiful species that is having an incredibly hard time at the moment. We are hard-wired for compassion and love but are subjected to horrors and trauma. We have developed technological wonders but have ignored our inner technology. Most of us carry some sort of trauma, whether from neglect or the result of an unprocessed event. Those traumas, along with a lack of self-understanding have shaped the society we see today. People feel isolated, unsafe and unable to truly connect. Many of us are easily triggered, volatile or quietly overwhelmed. Countless are creatively blocked, focused on survival in systems that keep us there. But there is another way&#8230;</p><div class="captioned-image-container"><figure><a class="image-link image2 is-viewable-img" target="_blank" href="https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1759831480375-6071d46a6820?crop=entropy&amp;cs=tinysrgb&amp;fit=max&amp;fm=jpg&amp;ixid=M3wzMDAzMzh8MHwxfHNlYXJjaHw1fHxjb2xvdXJmdWwlMjBib3lzfGVufDB8fHx8MTc3NTIxMDQ4Mnww&amp;ixlib=rb-4.1.0&amp;q=80&amp;w=1080" data-component-name="Image2ToDOM"><div class="image2-inset"><picture><source type="image/webp" srcset="https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1759831480375-6071d46a6820?crop=entropy&amp;cs=tinysrgb&amp;fit=max&amp;fm=jpg&amp;ixid=M3wzMDAzMzh8MHwxfHNlYXJjaHw1fHxjb2xvdXJmdWwlMjBib3lzfGVufDB8fHx8MTc3NTIxMDQ4Mnww&amp;ixlib=rb-4.1.0&amp;q=80&amp;w=1080 424w, https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1759831480375-6071d46a6820?crop=entropy&amp;cs=tinysrgb&amp;fit=max&amp;fm=jpg&amp;ixid=M3wzMDAzMzh8MHwxfHNlYXJjaHw1fHxjb2xvdXJmdWwlMjBib3lzfGVufDB8fHx8MTc3NTIxMDQ4Mnww&amp;ixlib=rb-4.1.0&amp;q=80&amp;w=1080 848w, 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Creativity always finds a way. Humans are wonderful creatures. Watch how we rush to help each other in an emergency. We don&#8217;t think. We spring into action. That is the true human spirit. A heart so large and magnificent that it informs us before anything else. We want to help, to support, to see each other thrive. When we see or hear awful things, we are moved to tears. This is what it means to be human.</p><p>When we feel empowered, centred and secure, we become unstoppable. We are vision-makers. We create on a level that has no ceiling. From the tiniest spark to the grandest projects, humans are creative powerhouses. A three-line haiku, a delicious meal, a planned event, a book, a song, a boundless adventure, an impossible dream, a new house, a business, a building, a city, a new technology. It never really ends.</p><h4><strong>Finding Potential</strong></h4><p>If creativity is the expression of life, of ideas and dreams, of the heart, body and soul projecting into reality, then we must assume that we are all creative in some way. Yet it doesn&#8217;t feel like that sometimes. Many of us feel blocked or unable to access the energy it takes to create something new, either working in bursts or not at all. Some of us find it hard to feel inspired in our career, let alone an artistic endeavour.</p><p>In attending to the old traumas stored in the body, we free up space within us. Within that space, we have more access to that creative potential. We can begin to shift our focus from survival and defence to creativity and enjoyment. The beauty of this is simple: when we begin to create and express ourselves, we also begin to heal. It allows parts of us, once lost in time, the opportunity to speak and be heard. Creativity brings awareness and healing and in turn, healing brings freedom, joy and more creativity. We are not meant to carry these burdens forever. If we begin the important work of dealing with old emotions, patterns and paradigms that have been holding us back, then we can begin to empower ourselves and others. We can begin the important process of building a society that actually reflects our true nature.</p><h4><strong>Emotions As Tools</strong></h4><p>Emotions are vital. We need them to assess how we feel about any given experience or action. They are a barometer that when used in the right way, become an asset. Anger shows us what we are willing to accept and a pathway forward. Grief allows us a space to heal. Sadness shows us what is missing in our life. We can use emotions to shift our perspective and focus. Unfortunately, we don&#8217;t have all the right information. We suppress them or blame our emotions on others. We swallow our anger, our pride, and our grief. We feel ashamed of showing emotion and hidden emotions become restraints that quietly limit how we grow.</p><p>The good news is that we can release and let go of those old emotions. We can retrieve the lost parts of ourselves that were suppressed or hidden years ago. We can shift the patterns of abuse, misinformation and false paradigms and discover the true potential of ourselves and our fellow humans. We can return our emotional system back to a healthy and functional state instead of the hair-trigger, volatile, easily-offended model that many of us have carried for a long while. As we release the old junk, what emerges is a more balanced and grounded perspective. A sense of life returning. A renewed sense of purpose and determination. We become more loving, more productive, more empowered. That means, in healing ourselves, we are more able to connect and help others when we feel moved to. And that can only be a good thing.</p><h4><strong>What Is Emotional Alchemy?</strong></h4><p>Emotional Alchemy is one of two foundational tools that I use in my healing journey. The other is a process called Soul Writing in which I have developed my own version of it over twenty years and use primarily as a creative or discovery tool. It will be the subject of a future article. </p><p>I was trained in Emotional Alchemy over eight years ago by the creator of the process, Helen Basinger. Having repeated and deepened the training numerous times, I regard it as the most effective healing tool I have ever learned. Helen has become a good friend of mine over that time and I consider her a leader in emotional healing.</p><p>Trauma, whether from a single event or caused over a long period, like abandonment, lack of love or abuse, gets stored in the body. Not just physically, but mentally and emotionally, and depending on your perspective, within more subtle layers of experience. We have the ability to heal those traumas by going into a certain state of consciousness and shifting and releasing the old junk we no longer need.</p><div class="captioned-image-container"><figure><a class="image-link image2 is-viewable-img" target="_blank" href="https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1700539944745-0222ee509732?crop=entropy&amp;cs=tinysrgb&amp;fit=max&amp;fm=jpg&amp;ixid=M3wzMDAzMzh8MHwxfHNlYXJjaHwyM3x8dm9sY2Fub3xlbnwwfHx8fDE3NzUyMTA1OTN8MA&amp;ixlib=rb-4.1.0&amp;q=80&amp;w=1080" data-component-name="Image2ToDOM"><div class="image2-inset"><picture><source type="image/webp" srcset="https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1700539944745-0222ee509732?crop=entropy&amp;cs=tinysrgb&amp;fit=max&amp;fm=jpg&amp;ixid=M3wzMDAzMzh8MHwxfHNlYXJjaHwyM3x8dm9sY2Fub3xlbnwwfHx8fDE3NzUyMTA1OTN8MA&amp;ixlib=rb-4.1.0&amp;q=80&amp;w=1080 424w, 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viewBox="0 0 24 24" fill="none" stroke="currentColor" stroke-width="2" stroke-linecap="round" stroke-linejoin="round" class="lucide lucide-maximize2 lucide-maximize-2"><polyline points="15 3 21 3 21 9"></polyline><polyline points="9 21 3 21 3 15"></polyline><line x1="21" x2="14" y1="3" y2="10"></line><line x1="3" x2="10" y1="21" y2="14"></line></svg></button></div></div></div></a><figcaption class="image-caption">Photo by <a href="https://unsplash.com/@aleexcif">Soliman Cifuentes</a> on <a href="https://unsplash.com">Unsplash</a></figcaption></figure></div><h4><strong>My Experience: Confronting Anger</strong></h4><p>I have carried an incredible amount of anger from my childhood. Deep anger is a very typical response for a boy who has been abandoned by his father. We tend to grow up with a distrust of authority, a lack of self-worth and a lot of anger. That creates a lack of focus, a feeling of being adrift or ungrounded and a sense of loss. Just before my first ever session with Helen, I had been going through a period of shouting and screaming at my wife, over small things, often without reason. I was stressed and in a state of high tension.</p><p>I had noticed through my writing that this was an all-too common pattern for me. Something I had been repeating for years. I remember this pent-up anger as a teenager after my grandfather died, again in my twenties when I lived at my grandmother&#8217;s house after university, and in that moment. I couldn&#8217;t control it. I was incredibly volatile and not nice to be around.</p><h4><strong>Inside the Process</strong></h4><p>Helen had brought together a group of people for a taster session in Emotional Alchemy. We had to choose an emotion that was bothering us and it was obvious what I should work on. We closed our eyes as Helen led us on a journey, shifting our state of consciousness from a normal waking (beta) state, into a calm, alpha-state. This is akin to a light trance, the kind we tend to enter when watching TV. At this level of consciousness, we are able to access the subconscious, and observe and allow the body to shift and heal the blockages.</p><p>We used breath to calm and relax our bodies and Helen led us through layers of our body, getting us to focus on and envision the stored emotions and where they lived in our body. I saw my anger as a black cage, encircling my torso, trapping me in a fixed state of repeating the same drama. I saw the root of it. A child who couldn&#8217;t express the confusion and frustration of not having a father. Who didn&#8217;t know why he was different.</p><p>In this state, as we envision the emotion, in my case the black cage, we can then change the vision and send it into photonic light to be released and transformed. I saw an angle grinder coming from a portal of light above me. I cut up the cage and pushed the bars up into the light. I immediately felt different. We came round for another pass and went into a deeper layer. Another vision, another shift. It took a few rounds before I could feel that anger reduce from a ten down to zero. The next day, I no longer had that particular trigger. It had dissolved and that extreme, toxic anger  has never returned.</p><p>The process involves accepting we have a particular emotional state and the willingness to embrace it, then move it. When we send something into the light, we are acknowledging its existence and allowing it to shift. Emotions need to be felt but they want to move. Energy in motion. They do not want to be stuck or hidden. That causes problems. The body wants to heal. It wants to let go of those old emotions as much as when we cut ourselves, the skin wants to knit back together. Just as an infection can disrupt physical healing, a lack of awareness or repeated trauma can lock us into patterns that don&#8217;t serve us. We often create adaptations in order to cope with trauma and after a while, we forget it is an adaptation and it becomes the norm. When we grow, or change perspective, the adaptation no longer fits but we feel blocked or unable to move forward in our life because the pattern keeps us thinking, reacting and behaving in ways that hold us back.</p><h4><strong>Healing is a Journey</strong></h4><p>Humans are complex. We have a lot of things that happen to us over time. I didn&#8217;t heal all my anger in that first session with Helen. I have had a lot of experiences and a lot of traumas in my life. I have had to revisit certain aspects. I have had to go deeper on many things. It takes a bit of courage to see that we need to shift, rather than expecting the world to adapt to us. We don&#8217;t just carry trauma from our lives, but from generations before us. Learned behaviours, false paradigms and imposed ideas. Inner work is a journey, not a destination. There is always a bit more to do.</p><p>Over the last few years, I became quite ill with a chronic condition. It pushed me to go deeper than I had. I didn&#8217;t spend all the time healing and working on myself. A lot of the time I was managing my illness, gardening or hiding from the world. But at a key point, I put my Soul Writing and Emotional Alchemy tools together in order to overcome some of the challenges I was facing. I was stuck in my relationship, ill, uninspired and creatively dry. I needed a change. I have been at this healing game, exploring consciousness and modalities for over twenty-five years but nothing compares to the shift I&#8217;ve experienced in the last six months.</p><div class="captioned-image-container"><figure><a class="image-link image2 is-viewable-img" target="_blank" href="https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1492681290082-e932832941e6?crop=entropy&amp;cs=tinysrgb&amp;fit=max&amp;fm=jpg&amp;ixid=M3wzMDAzMzh8MHwxfHNlYXJjaHwxfHxmcmVlZG9tfGVufDB8fHx8MTc3NTE0Mjc1MHww&amp;ixlib=rb-4.1.0&amp;q=80&amp;w=1080" data-component-name="Image2ToDOM"><div class="image2-inset"><picture><source type="image/webp" srcset="https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1492681290082-e932832941e6?crop=entropy&amp;cs=tinysrgb&amp;fit=max&amp;fm=jpg&amp;ixid=M3wzMDAzMzh8MHwxfHNlYXJjaHwxfHxmcmVlZG9tfGVufDB8fHx8MTc3NTE0Mjc1MHww&amp;ixlib=rb-4.1.0&amp;q=80&amp;w=1080 424w, 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My health is slowly improving. I am feeling hopeful again. I want to create and I want to bring my knowledge and experience to people.</p><p>It is possible to heal yourself using simple tools. It is not meant to be hard. The body wants to heal. We have to become aware of ourselves which is where Soul Writing is immensely helpful and we have to address the old patterns. Emotional Alchemy is a little harder to do on one&#8217;s own because you have to focus and create space for yourself. But it is possible.</p><p>We can feel better than we do right now. We owe it to ourselves, our lives and our dreams to do just that. In healing ourselves, we positively affect the lives of others around us and thus society at large. I believe we can live in a beautiful world that is dominated by love and creativity, but we have to actively seek it, first in ourselves, then share it.</p><p>If this resonates, I offer <a href="https://nas.io/soulcraftstudio/sessions/emotionalalchemy121">1:1 Emotional Alchemy</a> sessions. Availability is limited each week.</p><p>Helen is also running an <a href="https://helenbasinger.com/emotional-alchemy%E2%84%A2-course">Emotional Alchemy training on 25th&#8211;26th April</a> for those who want to go deeper. She recommends experiencing at least one session beforehand.</p><div><hr></div><p><strong>About the Author</strong><br><em>Matt Rivers is the creator of Soul Craft Studio. He shares metaphysical and practical ideas, along with his creative work, to help you process emotion, access your creativity, and live with more clarity. 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Subscribe to Soul Craft Studio for free updates.</em></p><p class="button-wrapper" data-attrs="{&quot;url&quot;:&quot;https://soulcraftwriting.substack.com/subscribe?&quot;,&quot;text&quot;:&quot;Subscribe now&quot;,&quot;action&quot;:null,&quot;class&quot;:null}" data-component-name="ButtonCreateButton"><a class="button primary" href="https://soulcraftwriting.substack.com/subscribe?"><span>Subscribe now</span></a></p>]]></content:encoded></item><item><title><![CDATA[Breaking the Loop]]></title><description><![CDATA[Ending the Creative Stalemate]]></description><link>https://soulcraftwriting.substack.com/p/breaking-the-loop</link><guid isPermaLink="false">https://soulcraftwriting.substack.com/p/breaking-the-loop</guid><dc:creator><![CDATA[Matt Rivers]]></dc:creator><pubDate>Sun, 29 Mar 2026 19:55:22 GMT</pubDate><enclosure url="https://substackcdn.com/image/fetch/$s_!LBkY!,f_auto,q_auto:good,fl_progressive:steep/https%3A%2F%2Fsubstack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fpublic%2Fimages%2F4d2d14d3-dd13-4e99-a9b8-75e1a37ef495_1080x810.jpeg" length="0" type="image/jpeg"/><content:encoded><![CDATA[<p>I have been struggling today. There is a piece of writing inside me that is not quite ready to come out, and it took me a while to realise it. Even after thirty years of practice, I get lost in creative dead ends, either unable to focus or feeling like my ideas have dried up. But I also have a bunch of tools at my disposal and I know for sure that writer&#8217;s block and creative stalemate can be overcome reasonably quickly. These are some of the tools I use to get back on track.</p><div class="captioned-image-container"><figure><a class="image-link image2 is-viewable-img" target="_blank" href="https://substackcdn.com/image/fetch/$s_!LBkY!,f_auto,q_auto:good,fl_progressive:steep/https%3A%2F%2Fsubstack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fpublic%2Fimages%2F4d2d14d3-dd13-4e99-a9b8-75e1a37ef495_1080x810.jpeg" data-component-name="Image2ToDOM"><div class="image2-inset"><picture><source type="image/webp" srcset="https://substackcdn.com/image/fetch/$s_!LBkY!,w_424,c_limit,f_webp,q_auto:good,fl_progressive:steep/https%3A%2F%2Fsubstack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fpublic%2Fimages%2F4d2d14d3-dd13-4e99-a9b8-75e1a37ef495_1080x810.jpeg 424w, https://substackcdn.com/image/fetch/$s_!LBkY!,w_848,c_limit,f_webp,q_auto:good,fl_progressive:steep/https%3A%2F%2Fsubstack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fpublic%2Fimages%2F4d2d14d3-dd13-4e99-a9b8-75e1a37ef495_1080x810.jpeg 848w, https://substackcdn.com/image/fetch/$s_!LBkY!,w_1272,c_limit,f_webp,q_auto:good,fl_progressive:steep/https%3A%2F%2Fsubstack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fpublic%2Fimages%2F4d2d14d3-dd13-4e99-a9b8-75e1a37ef495_1080x810.jpeg 1272w, https://substackcdn.com/image/fetch/$s_!LBkY!,w_1456,c_limit,f_webp,q_auto:good,fl_progressive:steep/https%3A%2F%2Fsubstack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fpublic%2Fimages%2F4d2d14d3-dd13-4e99-a9b8-75e1a37ef495_1080x810.jpeg 1456w" sizes="100vw"><img src="https://substackcdn.com/image/fetch/$s_!LBkY!,w_1456,c_limit,f_auto,q_auto:good,fl_progressive:steep/https%3A%2F%2Fsubstack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fpublic%2Fimages%2F4d2d14d3-dd13-4e99-a9b8-75e1a37ef495_1080x810.jpeg" width="598" height="448.5" data-attrs="{&quot;src&quot;:&quot;https://substack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com/public/images/4d2d14d3-dd13-4e99-a9b8-75e1a37ef495_1080x810.jpeg&quot;,&quot;srcNoWatermark&quot;:null,&quot;fullscreen&quot;:null,&quot;imageSize&quot;:null,&quot;height&quot;:810,&quot;width&quot;:1080,&quot;resizeWidth&quot;:598,&quot;bytes&quot;:244103,&quot;alt&quot;:&quot;people sitting on chair with brown wooden table&quot;,&quot;title&quot;:null,&quot;type&quot;:&quot;image/jpeg&quot;,&quot;href&quot;:null,&quot;belowTheFold&quot;:false,&quot;topImage&quot;:true,&quot;internalRedirect&quot;:null,&quot;isProcessing&quot;:false,&quot;align&quot;:null,&quot;offset&quot;:false}" class="sizing-normal" alt="people sitting on chair with brown wooden table" title="people sitting on chair with brown wooden table" srcset="https://substackcdn.com/image/fetch/$s_!LBkY!,w_424,c_limit,f_auto,q_auto:good,fl_progressive:steep/https%3A%2F%2Fsubstack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fpublic%2Fimages%2F4d2d14d3-dd13-4e99-a9b8-75e1a37ef495_1080x810.jpeg 424w, https://substackcdn.com/image/fetch/$s_!LBkY!,w_848,c_limit,f_auto,q_auto:good,fl_progressive:steep/https%3A%2F%2Fsubstack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fpublic%2Fimages%2F4d2d14d3-dd13-4e99-a9b8-75e1a37ef495_1080x810.jpeg 848w, https://substackcdn.com/image/fetch/$s_!LBkY!,w_1272,c_limit,f_auto,q_auto:good,fl_progressive:steep/https%3A%2F%2Fsubstack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fpublic%2Fimages%2F4d2d14d3-dd13-4e99-a9b8-75e1a37ef495_1080x810.jpeg 1272w, https://substackcdn.com/image/fetch/$s_!LBkY!,w_1456,c_limit,f_auto,q_auto:good,fl_progressive:steep/https%3A%2F%2Fsubstack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fpublic%2Fimages%2F4d2d14d3-dd13-4e99-a9b8-75e1a37ef495_1080x810.jpeg 1456w" sizes="100vw" fetchpriority="high"></picture><div class="image-link-expand"><div class="pencraft pc-display-flex pc-gap-8 pc-reset"><button tabindex="0" type="button" class="pencraft pc-reset pencraft icon-container restack-image"><svg role="img" width="20" height="20" viewBox="0 0 20 20" fill="none" stroke-width="1.5" stroke="var(--color-fg-primary)" stroke-linecap="round" stroke-linejoin="round" xmlns="http://www.w3.org/2000/svg"><g><title></title><path d="M2.53001 7.81595C3.49179 4.73911 6.43281 2.5 9.91173 2.5C13.1684 2.5 15.9537 4.46214 17.0852 7.23684L17.6179 8.67647M17.6179 8.67647L18.5002 4.26471M17.6179 8.67647L13.6473 6.91176M17.4995 12.1841C16.5378 15.2609 13.5967 17.5 10.1178 17.5C6.86118 17.5 4.07589 15.5379 2.94432 12.7632L2.41165 11.3235M2.41165 11.3235L1.5293 15.7353M2.41165 11.3235L6.38224 13.0882"></path></g></svg></button><button tabindex="0" type="button" class="pencraft pc-reset pencraft icon-container view-image"><svg xmlns="http://www.w3.org/2000/svg" width="20" height="20" viewBox="0 0 24 24" fill="none" stroke="currentColor" stroke-width="2" stroke-linecap="round" stroke-linejoin="round" class="lucide lucide-maximize2 lucide-maximize-2"><polyline points="15 3 21 3 21 9"></polyline><polyline points="9 21 3 21 3 15"></polyline><line x1="21" x2="14" y1="3" y2="10"></line><line x1="3" x2="10" y1="21" y2="14"></line></svg></button></div></div></div></a></figure></div><p>How will this article be different from any other article you have read about this topic? This may seem pretty standard at first, but hear me out. Let&#8217;s go on a quick journey together. Afterwards, I want you to put down your phone, close your laptop and get up and do something else. I want you to catch yourself in the loop. I want you to be able to get out of the dead ends with your own energy and power. You have the ability to do this. You don&#8217;t need artificial tools or apps to help you.</p><p>Let me introduce this list with one qualifying paragraph. We are creative beings. If we don&#8217;t use our creative talents, we slowly lose access to them (not completely). Yes, I know these are platitudes, repeated over and over but I want you to really think about what this means. You wake up and decide what you are going to do, what you are going to say, what you are going to eat, what you are going to watch and what you are willing to do for work. All of those are creative moments in your life. They decide your path and create your experience. Beyond that, you have future plans, all creative in essence. Travel, career, dreams, ideas, wishes, yearnings. You might also be professionally creative, wanting or needing to write, sing, make music, create videos, content, websites, blogs, products, business. So, let us agree that we are a collectively creative species.</p><h4><strong>Recognising The Loop</strong></h4><p>The most important thing is to notice when we are in a creative stalemate and to want to shift it. If we get stuck in distraction, procrastination or endless loops of repetition and dead ends, it is hard to break. We have to recognise it and want to change something.</p><p>Once we arrive at that point, we need to decide to do something about it. Sometimes the thing we do is nothing; sometimes it is a pattern interrupt. But always, we must let go of the problem and give it up to a higher power.</p><p>We need to change the scene and trust something greater than our thinking brain. Our primary connection to the world is our conscious mind. This is the one most relied upon in modern society. That doesn&#8217;t mean it is the only mode of perception available, just the one we use the most. We also have intuition and gut instinct, and for some, a soul voice, body wisdom, higher self or divine guidance.</p><h4><strong>The Tools</strong></h4><p>Here are my top ten pattern interrupts.</p><p>1. <strong>Go for a walk</strong> &#8211; get outside in the fresh air. Stop thinking. Allow yourself to relax and just move the body. Pay attention to the environment around you.</p><p>2. <strong>Make a cup of tea</strong> &#8211; get out of the creative space. Breathe deeply. Find ritual and space in doing something simple. Have a biscuit.</p><p>3. <strong>Exercise</strong> &#8211; bounce, swing your arms, stretch, do some press-ups, anything to get your body activated and your awareness out of your mind.</p><p>4. <strong>Meditate</strong> &#8211; change space, put on some music and let go.</p><p>5. <strong>Heart-focused breathing</strong> &#8211; a focused form of meditation to harmonise and slow the body down.</p><p>6. <strong>Go to a caf&#233; or pub</strong> &#8211; total scene change, get stimulated in another way.</p><p>7. <strong>Let go of your current creative focus</strong> &#8211; give up. Seriously. Just let it go. Sometimes it is not the right moment for that piece. Change tack completely. You have to be honest with yourself here.</p><p>8. <strong>Rest </strong>&#8211; this grows out of the last one. Sometimes you don&#8217;t need to create more. You need to respect your energy and rest.</p><p>9. <strong>Soul Writing</strong> &#8211; a very specific process involving heart-focused breathing and specific prompts.</p><p>10. <strong>Emotional Alchemy </strong>&#8211; sometimes we have emotional blockages that stop us from creating, or believing in ourselves. We need to do something deeper and more healing in order to get our flow moving.</p><p>Standard stuff for the most part, but let&#8217;s look deeper. Most of this list consists of pattern interrupts. We get stuck in thinking loops and can spend an endless amount of time trying to solve a problem by working it over and over again. Yet, to keep on trying to find a solution without changing the input and stimulus is akin to madness.</p><h4><strong>Stepping Away</strong></h4><p>Today, I decided to go for a walk in order to break the stalemate. I trekked up the mountain, listened to my breath and basked in the sweet perfume of the wild cherry blossom. I stopped thinking about what I needed or wanted to write. I just walked. But more importantly, before I left the house, I sent out a request, in my imagination. You could call it an intention. I knew that during my walk, the answer I was looking for would come. That was it. Simple. I just knew that I would know. I knew walking would bring me clarity.</p><div class="captioned-image-container"><figure><a class="image-link image2 is-viewable-img" target="_blank" href="https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1477332552946-cfb384aeaf1c?crop=entropy&amp;cs=tinysrgb&amp;fit=max&amp;fm=jpg&amp;ixid=M3wzMDAzMzh8MHwxfHNlYXJjaHwxMnx8d2Fsa3xlbnwwfHx8fDE3NzQ3MDkzOTl8MA&amp;ixlib=rb-4.1.0&amp;q=80&amp;w=1080" data-component-name="Image2ToDOM"><div class="image2-inset"><picture><source type="image/webp" srcset="https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1477332552946-cfb384aeaf1c?crop=entropy&amp;cs=tinysrgb&amp;fit=max&amp;fm=jpg&amp;ixid=M3wzMDAzMzh8MHwxfHNlYXJjaHwxMnx8d2Fsa3xlbnwwfHx8fDE3NzQ3MDkzOTl8MA&amp;ixlib=rb-4.1.0&amp;q=80&amp;w=1080 424w, https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1477332552946-cfb384aeaf1c?crop=entropy&amp;cs=tinysrgb&amp;fit=max&amp;fm=jpg&amp;ixid=M3wzMDAzMzh8MHwxfHNlYXJjaHwxMnx8d2Fsa3xlbnwwfHx8fDE3NzQ3MDkzOTl8MA&amp;ixlib=rb-4.1.0&amp;q=80&amp;w=1080 848w, 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I know that in that situation, on my own, I love to write poetry. It works for me. I used to go to coffee shops and order cappuccino and write. The key is the intention and removing yourself from the current situation.</p><p>But there are some deeper tools &#8211; the first of which is rest. The most unspoken of all the creative tools because it seems counterintuitive. Stop pushing. Give yourself a break. Allow yourself to just be. That empty, open state is deeply receptive if you allow it. Just allow yourself to exist and breathe. Sometimes rest is the thing we need and the exact thing we avoid.</p><h4><strong>Soul Writing</strong></h4><p>The next is a process called <em>Soul Writing</em>. If you are a writer, you will be familiar with this to some degree. It is not new although I have developed and taught my own version of it for many years. You surrender your thinking mind to your heart. You let go and write without pause or judgement. You breathe into your heart and let the voice of your soul speak. In this method, old fragments surface as the emotions we pushed away come up for air. As they surface, we allow them to speak and move and be transformed. It is better to have some sort of guidance and prepare yourself. I have recorded a <a href="https://youtu.be/SSfnJg_yQoE">heart-focused meditation</a> designed to prepare for Soul Writing. Listen to the meditation and when it is finished, open up your page and continue this prompt: <em>In this moment&#8230;</em></p><h4><strong>Emotional Alchemy</strong></h4><p>The last method is deeper still. <em><a href="https://nas.io/soulcraftstudio/sessions/emotionalalchemy121">Emotional Alchemy</a></em> can be considered as a reset. Sometimes we need to address something in ourselves that is blocking us. We store emotions away and carry on with our lives. Those old emotions can turn into perceptions and paradigms that shape our thinking and at some point, what started as coping mechanisms become hindrances to our life path. Of course, deep trauma will require professional guidance but there is a lot of work we can do ourselves. Somatic breathing, becoming aware of heaviness and pain in the body. Allowing ourselves to breathe and feel into that heaviness, that pain. Emotions want to move. They don&#8217;t need to be relived.</p><p>In creativity and healing, the one thing we need to develop most is awareness. Awareness for how we are feeling and what we need. We may need to rest and have a break. We may need a space to speak our mind. We may just need to listen to ourselves and nurture our inner artist. We may need to fill up the well and have an adventure. In attending to our healing, we allow space to reconnect to our creativity and in making time for creativity, we create pathways of healing that we may have not yet walked down.</p><div><hr></div><p><strong>About the Author</strong><br><em>Matt Rivers is the creator of Soul Craft Studio. He shares metaphysical and practical ideas, along with his creative work, to help you process emotion, access your creativity, and live with more clarity. His writing, meditations, and workshops explore emotional clarity, creative flow, and personal integration.</em></p><p><strong>Support the Work</strong><br><em>If this article resonated, you can support the writing here.</em></p><p class="button-wrapper" data-attrs="{&quot;url&quot;:&quot;https://buymeacoffee.com/mattrivers&quot;,&quot;text&quot;:&quot;Buy Me A Coffee&quot;,&quot;action&quot;:null,&quot;class&quot;:&quot;button-wrapper&quot;}" data-component-name="ButtonCreateButton"><a class="button primary button-wrapper" href="https://buymeacoffee.com/mattrivers"><span>Buy Me A Coffee</span></a></p><p><strong>Stay Connected</strong><br><em>Want more reflections, meditations, and creative insights? Subscribe to Soul Craft Studio for free updates.</em></p><p class="button-wrapper" data-attrs="{&quot;url&quot;:&quot;https://soulcraftwriting.substack.com/subscribe?&quot;,&quot;text&quot;:&quot;Subscribe now&quot;,&quot;action&quot;:null,&quot;class&quot;:null}" data-component-name="ButtonCreateButton"><a class="button primary" href="https://soulcraftwriting.substack.com/subscribe?"><span>Subscribe now</span></a></p>]]></content:encoded></item><item><title><![CDATA[Learning to Walk Again]]></title><description><![CDATA[A Journey in Creative Recovery]]></description><link>https://soulcraftwriting.substack.com/p/learning-to-walk-again</link><guid isPermaLink="false">https://soulcraftwriting.substack.com/p/learning-to-walk-again</guid><dc:creator><![CDATA[Matt Rivers]]></dc:creator><pubDate>Sun, 22 Mar 2026 14:52:00 GMT</pubDate><enclosure url="https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1496185106368-308ed96f204b?crop=entropy&amp;cs=tinysrgb&amp;fit=max&amp;fm=jpg&amp;ixid=M3wzMDAzMzh8MHwxfHNlYXJjaHwzfHx3YWxraW5nfGVufDB8fHx8MTc3NDA3NjQwM3ww&amp;ixlib=rb-4.1.0&amp;q=80&amp;w=1080" length="0" type="image/jpeg"/><content:encoded><![CDATA[<p>In 2020, after years of playing and making music, I became chronically ill and depressed whilst my music career disappeared overnight due to lockdowns and cancelled concerts. We moved country in order to save money and I realised I no longer had the will, physically, emotionally or mentally to be creative. This essay explores the tools I used to come back from chronic illness, emotional collapse and creative loss.</p><div class="captioned-image-container"><figure><a class="image-link image2 is-viewable-img" target="_blank" href="https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1496185106368-308ed96f204b?crop=entropy&amp;cs=tinysrgb&amp;fit=max&amp;fm=jpg&amp;ixid=M3wzMDAzMzh8MHwxfHNlYXJjaHwzfHx3YWxraW5nfGVufDB8fHx8MTc3NDA3NjQwM3ww&amp;ixlib=rb-4.1.0&amp;q=80&amp;w=1080" data-component-name="Image2ToDOM"><div class="image2-inset"><picture><source type="image/webp" srcset="https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1496185106368-308ed96f204b?crop=entropy&amp;cs=tinysrgb&amp;fit=max&amp;fm=jpg&amp;ixid=M3wzMDAzMzh8MHwxfHNlYXJjaHwzfHx3YWxraW5nfGVufDB8fHx8MTc3NDA3NjQwM3ww&amp;ixlib=rb-4.1.0&amp;q=80&amp;w=1080 424w, 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I started with art and singing. I spent countless hours by the record player, or with a pencil in hand. That turned into a deep passion to play music and perform. I joined various local acting groups and started playing gigs. I went to college to study performing arts, but I eventually settled on writing songs, using my student loan to buy my first electro-acoustic guitar and amp. But as an introverted creative, it was easier to take a back seat on my dreams than chase everything down.</p><p>Over the course of my young life, I wrestled with what was expected of me. I barely graduated college and travelled Europe, in between working contracts in London offices. I hated finance but it fuelled my travels and love of partying. I was a very distracted and angry young man. Somehow, I managed to talk myself into university as a mature student without any qualifications. I chose what I thought I should do as opposed to what was in my heart.</p><p>I was a classic rebel. Abandoned by my father (and it took me a long time to admit this), I grew up with my grandparents whilst my mother went to work. We never had much money and I always felt that the system was somehow out of balance. The fact that creative arts were barely acknowledged grated on my nerves a lot. I often felt unsupported, emotionally and creatively, at school and at home. I worked a lot of jobs I didn&#8217;t enjoy to support my music, but through all the seasonal work, years of self-employment and travelling, I remained distracted. I could never focus for long. A jack of all trades but a master of none.</p><p>There was something deeper within me that needed attending to. Anger, apathy and a deep sense of unworthiness often blocked me and my ability to focus and develop my art. I often found myself on an incredible roller-coaster of emotions - inspiration then depression, activity then inertia, extreme happiness that plummeted into the depths of despair.</p><div class="captioned-image-container"><figure><a class="image-link image2 is-viewable-img" target="_blank" href="https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1534343133720-0c20dba3a360?crop=entropy&amp;cs=tinysrgb&amp;fit=max&amp;fm=jpg&amp;ixid=M3wzMDAzMzh8MHwxfHNlYXJjaHwyfHxkZXNwYWlyfGVufDB8fHx8MTc3NDEwNTgxNnww&amp;ixlib=rb-4.1.0&amp;q=80&amp;w=1080" data-component-name="Image2ToDOM"><div class="image2-inset"><picture><source type="image/webp" srcset="https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1534343133720-0c20dba3a360?crop=entropy&amp;cs=tinysrgb&amp;fit=max&amp;fm=jpg&amp;ixid=M3wzMDAzMzh8MHwxfHNlYXJjaHwyfHxkZXNwYWlyfGVufDB8fHx8MTc3NDEwNTgxNnww&amp;ixlib=rb-4.1.0&amp;q=80&amp;w=1080 424w, 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After four years of being a full-time musician across southern Spain, the lockdowns brought all that to a close. One by one, all the venues I had booked for the summer contacted me to cancel. My income disappeared overnight. I very quickly lost faith in the music industry. There was a lack of support, pitiful income from streaming platforms like Spotify, and a huge amount of talent going unnoticed. To add to it, I realised that I felt relieved that I didn&#8217;t have to go to another venue and play to a crowd that didn&#8217;t really care. I was tired of being background music. I was tired of hustling for money and asking for fair pay.</p><p>At the same time, during the first month of lockdown, I began getting really bad tinnitus. That developed into head pressure and intense muscle aches across my back and neck. I started feeling nauseous and exhausted. I thought I might have contracted Lyme disease as we lived in a tick-infested area. Over the next year, it transpired that I had chronic mercury toxicity from some damaged amalgam fillings in my mouth. During the apparently safe removal process, my symptoms increased and I started getting heart palpitations, severe headaches, body shivers, extreme panic attacks, nervous dysregulation. I couldn&#8217;t have played music if I tried.</p><p>We left Spain and our careers and started working jobs across the world. We had a small income teaching online and a bit of money saved so we were able to travel. We worked in a few countries, sometimes getting paid, sometimes volunteering. During this time, I began the slow process of detoxing the excess mercury from my system and dealing with my feelings of grief, anger and fear. I was grieving the loss of our home and my passion for music. I was deeply scared about my physical condition. I felt ungrounded, unsafe and unworthy. We spent five years like this. Moving around. Coping with my illness. Looking for a home. Only a few months ago, we finally found a place to live and settle. It took a lot of work, faith and directed focus to get to this point.</p><p>As I write this, it sounds chaotic. But we did alright. We always had a place to live. We always had food. We always had each other &#8211; although I was given a few warning shots which caused me to dig a little deeper into my healing. The illness sometimes took over my life and still does at times. I am still dealing with some troubling symptoms but for the most part, my energy has returned and I feel very excited and upbeat about my plans. I have a few projects I am working on. 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What did I do to shift from being very ill and angry to optimistic and productive? How have I brought myself to a point where things are working for me instead of against me?</p><p>I have worked with writing consistently for over twenty years, developing a process I call <em>Soul Writing</em> to slowly shift the deeper patterns. The father abandonment. The early experience of my grandfather dying. The arguments with my mother, with school, with authority. I have used my journal to find the parts of me that couldn&#8217;t speak at the time. I have made peace with the negative experiences in my life.</p><p>But the emotional patterns still remained, underlying my perception of life. I was still angry, reactionary, distrustful. I held the view that life was unfair and hard. At times, I even felt like I was cursed, or that the laws of the Universe didn&#8217;t quite work for me. Some parts of my behaviour remained hidden to me. And looking back, I began to sense that these deeper patterns may have been connected to my illness and to things falling apart.</p><p>I had explored so many aspects of myself, I thought I had seen it all. But it took my wife reflecting something simple back to me, the anger I was still carrying, for me to really see it.</p><p>That was the moment things began to shift.</p><div class="captioned-image-container"><figure><a class="image-link image2 is-viewable-img" target="_blank" href="https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1502519144081-acca18599776?crop=entropy&amp;cs=tinysrgb&amp;fit=max&amp;fm=jpg&amp;ixid=M3wzMDAzMzh8MHwxfHNlYXJjaHw5fHxtb3ZlbWVudHxlbnwwfHx8fDE3NzQxODk0Mjl8MA&amp;ixlib=rb-4.1.0&amp;q=80&amp;w=1080" data-component-name="Image2ToDOM"><div class="image2-inset"><picture><source type="image/webp" srcset="https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1502519144081-acca18599776?crop=entropy&amp;cs=tinysrgb&amp;fit=max&amp;fm=jpg&amp;ixid=M3wzMDAzMzh8MHwxfHNlYXJjaHw5fHxtb3ZlbWVudHxlbnwwfHx8fDE3NzQxODk0Mjl8MA&amp;ixlib=rb-4.1.0&amp;q=80&amp;w=1080 424w, 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I went as deep as I could with <em>Soul Writing</em>. I asked myself why I was so angry, why I was so scared, why my body felt like it was breaking down. And in that process, different parts of me began to emerge. A small, lonely boy who believed he was unworthy. A creative spirit shaped by limitation. A life that had become focused on survival instead of joy.</p><p>I wrote these points down, as part of a process called <em>Emotional Alchemy</em>, and began working through them. Focusing, accepting, visualising, embracing and loving. Allowing those emotions to be felt and, eventually, released to something beyond me.</p><p>In that first session, I stayed with it for over two hours. Afterwards, I cried. Not out of overwhelm, but from a sense of release I hadn&#8217;t felt in a long time. It didn&#8217;t feel like a miracle or a cure. It felt like a beginning.</p><p>Over the following months, I kept returning to the process. Writing about what I was feeling. Writing about why I didn&#8217;t want to create. Writing through triggers, resistance, and emotional blocks as they appeared. Slowly, my vision began to clear. I started to see how I had been living, where the anger was, how it surfaced, how it shaped my reactions.</p><p>And when I sat with those emotions in the <em>Emotional Alchemy</em> process, I didn&#8217;t try to fix them. I felt them. I embraced them. I began to reparent the parts of myself that had been left behind.</p><p>Whilst I am an adult now, many of these patterns were formed years ago. Those parts of us do not experience time in the same way. In meeting them now, I was, in a sense, healing them back then.</p><p>The more honest I was in my writing, the more aware I became. The more aware I became, the more I could feel. The more I allowed myself to feel, the more those emotions began to shift. And as they shifted, something opened up - space, energy, clarity. My creativity began to return naturally rather than something forced. I wanted to play guitar. To write. 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Not just internally, but in how I experienced life itself. As I started to come out of that constant state of survival, I noticed a change in how I saw things. There was less urgency, less pressure. More space. More appreciation for simple things. A sense that I didn&#8217;t need to fight life in the same way I had before.</p><p>And around that time, things on the outside began to move as well.</p><p>After years of moving, searching for somewhere that felt right, we found a place to live. And it wasn&#8217;t forced. It didn&#8217;t come through stress or desperation. It felt synchronistic. The way it came together, the timing of it, the ease - it was different to how things had been before.</p><p>I can&#8217;t say for certain what caused that shift. Whether it was the internal work finally creating space for something new, or whether I was simply able to see and accept what had always been there. But it felt connected.</p><p>For the first time in a long time, I didn&#8217;t feel like I was surviving. I felt settled. And from that place, a new vision began to form of what I might now be able to do.</p><p>I don&#8217;t believe this experience is unique to me. Many of us carry patterns formed early in life. Ways of thinking, reacting and protecting ourselves that continue long into adulthood. We learn to function, to cope, even to succeed, but underneath that there can still be tension, fear or disconnection. And often, it is those unseen patterns that block both our creativity and our sense of ease in life.</p><div class="captioned-image-container"><figure><a class="image-link image2 is-viewable-img" target="_blank" href="https://images.unsplash.com/reserve/oIpwxeeSPy1cnwYpqJ1w_Dufer%20Collateral%20test.jpg?crop=entropy&amp;cs=tinysrgb&amp;fit=max&amp;fm=jpg&amp;ixid=M3wzMDAzMzh8MHwxfHNlYXJjaHwxfHx0b29sc3xlbnwwfHx8fDE3NzQxMzk0NTd8MA&amp;ixlib=rb-4.1.0&amp;q=80&amp;w=1080" data-component-name="Image2ToDOM"><div class="image2-inset"><picture><source type="image/webp" srcset="https://images.unsplash.com/reserve/oIpwxeeSPy1cnwYpqJ1w_Dufer%20Collateral%20test.jpg?crop=entropy&amp;cs=tinysrgb&amp;fit=max&amp;fm=jpg&amp;ixid=M3wzMDAzMzh8MHwxfHNlYXJjaHwxfHx0b29sc3xlbnwwfHx8fDE3NzQxMzk0NTd8MA&amp;ixlib=rb-4.1.0&amp;q=80&amp;w=1080 424w, 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this place, my understanding of healing, consciousness and the creative process began to deepen. So much so that I believe creativity and healing are two sides of the same coin. Two core practices are the foundation of my philosophy. Different tools work for different people, but these are the two that have consistently helped me.</p><p>The most prominent method I have used is called <em>Soul Writing</em>. Whilst it is by no means original nor new, my brand of Soul Writing is something developed over the last twenty years and is most inspired by Julia Cameron, Natalie Goldberg, Pat Pattison, heart coherence practices, and my own intuition. It might best be explained as a form of automatic writing, where we let go of the thinking mind and move into the heart and allow whatever needs to be said to express itself. I intentionally induce a state of heart coherence and flow state in order to get out of the way of my own mind. Coupled with an intentional prompt or question, the writing becomes very focused and purposeful. It can ease stress, bring clarity, release emotion and allow creativity to flow.</p><p>Within each phase of my healing journey, I have always come back to <em>Soul Writing</em>. I use it in the morning. I write when I feel confused. I write when I have a strong emotion. I write when I am in pain. It brings awareness. There is always another layer to uncover. It has been my soul companion for twenty years and I stand by it as a method to bring awareness to ourselves and give voice to the parts of ourself that we have forgotten.</p><p>The second tool is one that I feel is perhaps even more important but has taken me longer to understand and refine into my own practice. It has its roots in countless modalities and can be seen to underlie the most basic premise of healing. That is the idea of integrating emotions that have become stuck in the body. I came across it within Yoga, Reiki, even Tarot and eventually trained in a particular way of working called <em>Emotional Alchemy,</em> developed and taught by my good friend Helen Basinger.</p><p>Trauma we experience, whether from an event, or from lack of something fundamental in childhood, stays within us. Emotions are felt and often not processed properly so they get stored in the physical, emotional, mental and spiritual bodies. They become patterns that shape our behaviour, thinking and perception. That is why people get triggered when certain things happen. They are operating from unconscious emotional patterns. We develop ways to cope with the emotions but those coping mechanisms we developed do not grow with us. We move on and the coping mechanism stays stuck, unevolved, unsuited to our new needs and desires.</p><p>When I engage with <em>Emotional Alchemy</em>, I am using somatic processes to allow my breath to feel into my body without judgement. I use visioning to guide myself to the emotion. I work with layers of the emotion to find the source. I have recovered fractured parts of myself, pieces of memory and my childhood where I felt pain, abandonment and confusion. I have used Emotional Alchemy to be the parent I didn&#8217;t have. To give myself love and integrate those stuck emotions.</p><p>Emotions want to move but they can&#8217;t if we are not aware of them. We store them and push them down, in order to carry on. Yet, they are still there. Operating in the background. Sometimes triggering us to extreme emotional reactions. This puts healing directly into our own lap. We are the ones who have old patterns and emotions stored. We cannot expect the world to arrange itself so that we are not triggered. When the emotion is finally allowed to be felt and understood, then it can be accepted and that particular pattern can no longer cause us pain. It is this integration that I believe is the root of healing.</p><p>This is not just creative recovery, but emotional, physical and mental healing. There is a holistic element to it all as we are not a collection of separate systems, but an orchestra of interwoven elements and thoughts. One part of us affects another part.</p><p>Healing leads to greater freedom in the body, and therefore greater expression of who we are. That expression is creative, and through it we bring what has been hidden into awareness, allowing it to be integrated.</p><p>I will be sharing more deep dive articles like this over time. There is still a lot more to be said and explained. This is the work I now return to daily, and the work I guide others through. It is not a quick fix, but a practice - one that brings clarity, release and, over time, a return to something more natural and creative. If this resonates, there are ways to explore this work more deeply with me.</p><div><hr></div><p><strong>About the Author</strong><br>Matt Rivers is the creator of Soul Craft Studio. He shares metaphysical and practical ideas, along with his creative work, to help you process emotion, access your creativity, and live with more clarity. His writing, meditations, and workshops explore emotional clarity, creative flow, and personal integration. He also offers <strong><a href="https://nas.io/soulcraftstudio/sessions/emotionalalchemy121">1:1 Emotional Alchemy</a> </strong>sessions and a <strong>Soul Writing Pack</strong> to guide deeper self-healing and creative discovery.</p><p><strong>Support the Work</strong><br><em>If this article resonated, you can support the writing here.</em></p><p class="button-wrapper" data-attrs="{&quot;url&quot;:&quot;https://buymeacoffee.com/mattrivers&quot;,&quot;text&quot;:&quot;Buy Me A Coffee&quot;,&quot;action&quot;:null,&quot;class&quot;:null}" data-component-name="ButtonCreateButton"><a class="button primary" href="https://buymeacoffee.com/mattrivers"><span>Buy Me A Coffee</span></a></p><p><strong>Stay Connected</strong><br><em>Want more reflections, meditations, and creative insights? Subscribe to Soul Craft Studio for free updates.</em></p><p class="button-wrapper" data-attrs="{&quot;url&quot;:&quot;https://soulcraftwriting.substack.com/subscribe?&quot;,&quot;text&quot;:&quot;Subscribe now&quot;,&quot;action&quot;:null,&quot;class&quot;:null}" data-component-name="ButtonCreateButton"><a class="button primary" href="https://soulcraftwriting.substack.com/subscribe?"><span>Subscribe now</span></a></p>]]></content:encoded></item><item><title><![CDATA[Integration]]></title><description><![CDATA[From Fixing to Feeling]]></description><link>https://soulcraftwriting.substack.com/p/integration</link><guid isPermaLink="false">https://soulcraftwriting.substack.com/p/integration</guid><dc:creator><![CDATA[Matt Rivers]]></dc:creator><pubDate>Sun, 22 Feb 2026 17:21:49 GMT</pubDate><enclosure url="https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1551847653-6740008053b5?crop=entropy&amp;cs=tinysrgb&amp;fit=max&amp;fm=jpg&amp;ixid=M3wzMDAzMzh8MHwxfHNlYXJjaHw3fHxzdGlsbG5lc3N8ZW58MHx8fHwxNzcxNzcxODA3fDA&amp;ixlib=rb-4.1.0&amp;q=80&amp;w=1080" length="0" type="image/jpeg"/><content:encoded><![CDATA[<p>A magical occurrence happens in the quiet stillness of a moment, when we take the time to just exist without thought, analysis or solution. That which hurts us, that which feels heavy, begins to move. Sometimes tiptoeing gently at a pace almost imperceptible to the senses, and sometimes welling up like a fervent spring, ready to burst.</p><div class="captioned-image-container"><figure><a class="image-link image2 is-viewable-img" target="_blank" href="https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1551847653-6740008053b5?crop=entropy&amp;cs=tinysrgb&amp;fit=max&amp;fm=jpg&amp;ixid=M3wzMDAzMzh8MHwxfHNlYXJjaHw3fHxzdGlsbG5lc3N8ZW58MHx8fHwxNzcxNzcxODA3fDA&amp;ixlib=rb-4.1.0&amp;q=80&amp;w=1080" data-component-name="Image2ToDOM"><div class="image2-inset"><picture><source type="image/webp" srcset="https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1551847653-6740008053b5?crop=entropy&amp;cs=tinysrgb&amp;fit=max&amp;fm=jpg&amp;ixid=M3wzMDAzMzh8MHwxfHNlYXJjaHw3fHxzdGlsbG5lc3N8ZW58MHx8fHwxNzcxNzcxODA3fDA&amp;ixlib=rb-4.1.0&amp;q=80&amp;w=1080 424w, 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viewBox="0 0 24 24" fill="none" stroke="currentColor" stroke-width="2" stroke-linecap="round" stroke-linejoin="round" class="lucide lucide-maximize2 lucide-maximize-2"><polyline points="15 3 21 3 21 9"></polyline><polyline points="9 21 3 21 3 15"></polyline><line x1="21" x2="14" y1="3" y2="10"></line><line x1="3" x2="10" y1="21" y2="14"></line></svg></button></div></div></div></a><figcaption class="image-caption">Photo by <a href="https://unsplash.com/@priscilladupreez">Priscilla Du Preez &#127464;&#127462;</a> on <a href="https://unsplash.com">Unsplash</a></figcaption></figure></div><p>I am talking about healing, but more so about integration. There is a distinction to be made before we carry on. One that may underpin more of human experience than we realise.</p><p>In health, spirituality and self-help, we often live inside a simple paradigm: something is wrong, so I must fix it. I feel ill so I need to get better. I am poor so I must get rich. I lack something; therefore I must pursue it.</p><p>Ancient and modern teachers have warned us about this trap, urging us to focus not on the problem but on the wish fulfilled, using our imagination to see ourselves whole, healthy, abundant and connected to spirit.</p><p>I can put my hand up and say that over the many years I have been exploring health and consciousness, I have habitually placed myself in the former position of want and need. The last six years of health challenges have been particularly harsh, showing me how I have been holding myself and my mind.</p><p>I have studied and used yoga, reiki, soul writing, emotional alchemy, plant medicine, detoxes and countless other processes and modalities to try to clean myself, fix myself and become lighter, more worthy, kinder and healthier. Yet the premise beneath it all was that I was ill, unhealthy and spiritually heavy, weighed down by trauma and wounds.</p><p>Even now I find myself falling into those habits. Such is the illusion of the 3D world and the sacred vehicle we call ego. We see limitation. We see time as linear. We see ourselves as broken and in need of repair.</p><p>Many psychologists, doctors, healers and spiritual adventurers suggest that illness is rooted in trauma of some kind. It could be physical, emotional, spiritual or karmic. It feels heavy, but it cannot simply be cut from us any more than the past can. It is part of the journey.</p><p>So what then?</p><p>Across traditions and within my own work, I keep returning to one word: integration. Integration begins with the premise that there is nothing fundamentally wrong with us. Heaviness, trauma, injury and even disease may shift when we stop trying to eradicate them and instead allow them to be felt, understood and moved.</p><p>In yoga, we stretch and breathe into a posture. We do not fight it. Life is a series of postures. When we can breathe into what arises, we move through challenge with more grace.</p><p>Trauma hides. Emotions lodge in the body. We adapt to them until they feel like personality. As we age, bodies stiffen. Symptoms appear. We can either blame life or we can listen.</p><p>Integration means sitting and witnessing the body speak. I write. I give hidden emotions a voice through Soul Writing. Once something reveals itself, I either sit and breathe into that part of me, not trying to fix it, simply allowing it, or I use a focused Emotional Alchemy process that I have trained in.</p><p>Emotional Alchemy uses guided meditation and visualisation to accept, integrate and transmute emotions, but it comes down to the same process as sitting and breathing somatically into a part of the body that hurts.</p><p>David Hawkins wrote, &#8220;The technique is to be with the feeling and surrender all efforts to modify it in any way.&#8221;</p><p>In his book <em>Letting Go</em>, he suggests that many healing methods work not because they are complex, but because they facilitate the release of suppressed emotional energy. That observation resonates with my own experience.</p><p>Healing, or if you are feeling brave, integration, can be surprisingly gentle.</p><p>Sit quietly. Feel your body. Breathe slowly. Choose one place that feels heavy or painful. Imagine your breath moving through it. Do not try to fix it or change it. Just be with it. Breathe and follow it. You might flow a little love into it if you like. Just breathe. Watch.</p><p>All emotion wants to move. The body wants to heal.</p><p>Do this for you.</p><div><hr></div><p><strong>About the Author</strong><br><em>Matt Rivers is the creator of Soul Craft Studio. He shares metaphysical and practical ideas, along with his creative work, to help you process emotion, access your creativity, and live with more clarity. His writing, meditations, and workshops explore emotional clarity, creative flow, and personal integration.</em></p><p><strong>Support the Work</strong><br><em>If this article resonated, you can support the writing here.</em></p><p class="button-wrapper" data-attrs="{&quot;url&quot;:&quot;https://buymeacoffee.com/mattrivers&quot;,&quot;text&quot;:&quot;Buy Me A Coffee&quot;,&quot;action&quot;:null,&quot;class&quot;:&quot;button-wrapper&quot;}" data-component-name="ButtonCreateButton"><a class="button primary button-wrapper" href="https://buymeacoffee.com/mattrivers"><span>Buy Me A Coffee</span></a></p><p><strong>Stay Connected</strong><br><em>Want more reflections, meditations, and creative insights? Subscribe to Soul Craft Studio for free updates.</em></p><p class="button-wrapper" data-attrs="{&quot;url&quot;:&quot;https://soulcraftwriting.substack.com/subscribe?&quot;,&quot;text&quot;:&quot;Subscribe now&quot;,&quot;action&quot;:null,&quot;class&quot;:null}" data-component-name="ButtonCreateButton"><a class="button primary" href="https://soulcraftwriting.substack.com/subscribe?"><span>Subscribe now</span></a></p>]]></content:encoded></item><item><title><![CDATA[The Quiet Turning]]></title><description><![CDATA[On Reflection, Healing and Natural Time]]></description><link>https://soulcraftwriting.substack.com/p/the-quiet-turning</link><guid isPermaLink="false">https://soulcraftwriting.substack.com/p/the-quiet-turning</guid><dc:creator><![CDATA[Matt Rivers]]></dc:creator><pubDate>Fri, 13 Feb 2026 11:35:47 GMT</pubDate><enclosure url="https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1658054001970-2c4bf0f6af96?crop=entropy&amp;cs=tinysrgb&amp;fit=max&amp;fm=jpg&amp;ixid=M3wzMDAzMzh8MHwxfHNlYXJjaHwxMzR8fHNub3clMjBtZWx0JTIwc3VubGlnaHR8ZW58MHx8fHwxNzcwOTgyMDA1fDA&amp;ixlib=rb-4.1.0&amp;q=80&amp;w=1080" length="0" type="image/jpeg"/><content:encoded><![CDATA[<p>The first glimmers of spring have come riding into the house on rainbow beams of sunshine. Spots of colour flash across my page as a crystal spins slowly in the window. Robins and blue tits flit and chirp outside in the slowly warming air. Winter still rules for the moment. Chilly gusts, frosty nights and the occasional snow flurry, but today, the light is back in the world. The heavy clouds have lifted, and the day feels long. 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href="https://unsplash.com/@fabianbetto">Fabian Betto</a> on <a href="https://unsplash.com">Unsplash</a></figcaption></figure></div><p>Not one to follow trends, I resisted writing and posting this article at the turn of the calendar year. Whilst most people were busy reminding everyone that the Gregorian calendar doesn&#8217;t match natural rhythms, I was busy dealing with the cold and the challenge of keeping warm in minus eighteen degrees.</p><p>January was all about reflection. Sitting with self, writing into the deep parts of me, letting things go that I no longer needed. The process is rather simple, and perhaps I should have shared it then, but there is no time like the present.</p><p>In the rush and panic of the vast modern world, there is pressure to share every step, and that often removes the depth of the journey. We do not have to document every moment of our healing. In fact, sometimes it distracts others from healing themselves and discovering who they really are. I can certainly put my hand up to spending more time watching other people walk their path than attending to my own footsteps.</p><p>But here we are. Winter is about to turn. The Eastern Spring Festival and Chinese New Year are just around the corner, then March begins and the land will begin its slow rise from the frigid clutches of hibernation. The spring solstice is just over a month away, and with it comes a true beginning and a more natural time to start new projects and step out into the world.</p><p>What then is the best way to reflect upon our lives and decide what we no longer need? After years of a thus far, amazing journey with my wife, I realise there is not one answer to this, but many. For me, it is soul writing, deep reflection and a learned process called Emotional Alchemy. For her, it is walking and movement. For another, it may be <a href="https://youtu.be/SSfnJg_yQoE">silence and meditation</a>. </p><p>What is true in all of these modalities is an element of acceptance and listening. We witness ourselves in some kind of moment, breathe into an emotion, whether on the page or in the body, or when it arises in the mind. Then we allow it to move, as it should have done when we first experienced it. Awareness, breath, movement and acceptance. In that moment of acceptance, we make peace with ourselves, and the emotion moves. It becomes a lived experience that has something to teach us.</p><p>I gave up trying to fix myself a long time ago. I gave up thinking I was broken and needing to clean, clear and process. What I found was that I just needed to listen. And in that listening, I realised that I was whole. And beautiful. And complex. And amazing.</p><p>So, here is to you and your journey of seeing who you really are. May you find the best way to <a href="https://soulcraftwriting.substack.com/p/what-does-healing-look-like">witness and listen</a> to yourself, and embrace and make peace with all that you were&#8230; and all that you will become.</p><div><hr></div><p><strong>About the Author</strong><br><em>Matt Rivers is the creator of Soul Craft Studio. He shares metaphysical and practical ideas, along with his creative work, to help you process emotion, access your creativity, and live with more clarity. His writing, meditations, and workshops explore emotional clarity, creative flow, and personal integration.</em></p><p><strong>Support the Work</strong><br><em>If this article resonated, you can support the writing here.</em></p><p class="button-wrapper" data-attrs="{&quot;url&quot;:&quot;https://buymeacoffee.com/mattrivers&quot;,&quot;text&quot;:&quot;Buy Me A Coffee&quot;,&quot;action&quot;:null,&quot;class&quot;:&quot;button-wrapper&quot;}" data-component-name="ButtonCreateButton"><a class="button primary button-wrapper" href="https://buymeacoffee.com/mattrivers"><span>Buy Me A Coffee</span></a></p><p><strong>Stay Connected</strong><br><em>Want more reflections, meditations, and creative insights? 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My summer collapsed in a fever of chaos, calamity, healing crisis and bad weather. I began falling into a hole of which I could not escape. I was faced with the inevitable - sink or swim. Take action or drown in a sea of tempestuous torment.</p><div class="captioned-image-container"><figure><a class="image-link image2 is-viewable-img" target="_blank" href="https://substackcdn.com/image/fetch/$s_!zJWy!,f_auto,q_auto:good,fl_progressive:steep/https%3A%2F%2Fsubstack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fpublic%2Fimages%2F26ff15dd-4809-469f-8c01-f21e9e0bb268_640x427.jpeg" data-component-name="Image2ToDOM"><div class="image2-inset"><picture><source type="image/webp" srcset="https://substackcdn.com/image/fetch/$s_!zJWy!,w_424,c_limit,f_webp,q_auto:good,fl_progressive:steep/https%3A%2F%2Fsubstack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fpublic%2Fimages%2F26ff15dd-4809-469f-8c01-f21e9e0bb268_640x427.jpeg 424w, https://substackcdn.com/image/fetch/$s_!zJWy!,w_848,c_limit,f_webp,q_auto:good,fl_progressive:steep/https%3A%2F%2Fsubstack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fpublic%2Fimages%2F26ff15dd-4809-469f-8c01-f21e9e0bb268_640x427.jpeg 848w, https://substackcdn.com/image/fetch/$s_!zJWy!,w_1272,c_limit,f_webp,q_auto:good,fl_progressive:steep/https%3A%2F%2Fsubstack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fpublic%2Fimages%2F26ff15dd-4809-469f-8c01-f21e9e0bb268_640x427.jpeg 1272w, https://substackcdn.com/image/fetch/$s_!zJWy!,w_1456,c_limit,f_webp,q_auto:good,fl_progressive:steep/https%3A%2F%2Fsubstack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fpublic%2Fimages%2F26ff15dd-4809-469f-8c01-f21e9e0bb268_640x427.jpeg 1456w" sizes="100vw"><img src="https://substackcdn.com/image/fetch/$s_!zJWy!,w_1456,c_limit,f_auto,q_auto:good,fl_progressive:steep/https%3A%2F%2Fsubstack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fpublic%2Fimages%2F26ff15dd-4809-469f-8c01-f21e9e0bb268_640x427.jpeg" width="640" height="427" data-attrs="{&quot;src&quot;:&quot;https://substack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com/public/images/26ff15dd-4809-469f-8c01-f21e9e0bb268_640x427.jpeg&quot;,&quot;srcNoWatermark&quot;:null,&quot;fullscreen&quot;:null,&quot;imageSize&quot;:null,&quot;height&quot;:427,&quot;width&quot;:640,&quot;resizeWidth&quot;:null,&quot;bytes&quot;:null,&quot;alt&quot;:null,&quot;title&quot;:null,&quot;type&quot;:null,&quot;href&quot;:null,&quot;belowTheFold&quot;:false,&quot;topImage&quot;:true,&quot;internalRedirect&quot;:null,&quot;isProcessing&quot;:false,&quot;align&quot;:null,&quot;offset&quot;:false}" class="sizing-normal" alt="" srcset="https://substackcdn.com/image/fetch/$s_!zJWy!,w_424,c_limit,f_auto,q_auto:good,fl_progressive:steep/https%3A%2F%2Fsubstack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fpublic%2Fimages%2F26ff15dd-4809-469f-8c01-f21e9e0bb268_640x427.jpeg 424w, https://substackcdn.com/image/fetch/$s_!zJWy!,w_848,c_limit,f_auto,q_auto:good,fl_progressive:steep/https%3A%2F%2Fsubstack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fpublic%2Fimages%2F26ff15dd-4809-469f-8c01-f21e9e0bb268_640x427.jpeg 848w, https://substackcdn.com/image/fetch/$s_!zJWy!,w_1272,c_limit,f_auto,q_auto:good,fl_progressive:steep/https%3A%2F%2Fsubstack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fpublic%2Fimages%2F26ff15dd-4809-469f-8c01-f21e9e0bb268_640x427.jpeg 1272w, https://substackcdn.com/image/fetch/$s_!zJWy!,w_1456,c_limit,f_auto,q_auto:good,fl_progressive:steep/https%3A%2F%2Fsubstack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fpublic%2Fimages%2F26ff15dd-4809-469f-8c01-f21e9e0bb268_640x427.jpeg 1456w" sizes="100vw" fetchpriority="high"></picture><div class="image-link-expand"><div class="pencraft pc-display-flex pc-gap-8 pc-reset"><button tabindex="0" type="button" class="pencraft pc-reset pencraft icon-container restack-image"><svg role="img" width="20" height="20" viewBox="0 0 20 20" fill="none" stroke-width="1.5" stroke="var(--color-fg-primary)" stroke-linecap="round" stroke-linejoin="round" xmlns="http://www.w3.org/2000/svg"><g><title></title><path d="M2.53001 7.81595C3.49179 4.73911 6.43281 2.5 9.91173 2.5C13.1684 2.5 15.9537 4.46214 17.0852 7.23684L17.6179 8.67647M17.6179 8.67647L18.5002 4.26471M17.6179 8.67647L13.6473 6.91176M17.4995 12.1841C16.5378 15.2609 13.5967 17.5 10.1178 17.5C6.86118 17.5 4.07589 15.5379 2.94432 12.7632L2.41165 11.3235M2.41165 11.3235L1.5293 15.7353M2.41165 11.3235L6.38224 13.0882"></path></g></svg></button><button tabindex="0" type="button" class="pencraft pc-reset pencraft icon-container view-image"><svg xmlns="http://www.w3.org/2000/svg" width="20" height="20" viewBox="0 0 24 24" fill="none" stroke="currentColor" stroke-width="2" stroke-linecap="round" stroke-linejoin="round" class="lucide lucide-maximize2 lucide-maximize-2"><polyline points="15 3 21 3 21 9"></polyline><polyline points="9 21 3 21 3 15"></polyline><line x1="21" x2="14" y1="3" y2="10"></line><line x1="3" x2="10" y1="21" y2="14"></line></svg></button></div></div></div></a></figure></div><p>Storms of my own making caused me to forget that I was in a boat that I had made, on a sea I chose to sail. Such I think, is the cold reality of existence. The awakening we all so dearly wish to experience contains stark abruptness and concrete walls that from time to time, we slam into at full speed.</p><p>I abandoned my efforts to create an online healing community because I was self-destructing. Fortunately, the concrete wall woke me up. I saw what I was doing and I did the only thing I truly know how to do. <a href="https://soulcraftwriting.substack.com/p/creativity-and-healing">I picked up my pen to write</a>.</p><p>I explored the darkness I was wallowing in. I explored my behaviour. I asked to be shown what was hidden. It took a month or so. Writing wasn&#8217;t enough though. Writing revealed parts of me I had never seen. Writing unwrapped me and laid me bare... but in my nakedness, I had to heal myself physically, psychologically, mentally and emotionally.</p><p>I <a href="https://youtu.be/SSfnJg_yQoE">sat in silence</a>, and let the emotions I had unearthed move through me. I allowed them space to be. Over these last few months, I have been clearing my vision, finding new ways to think and act. Without bombast, without drama, I am moving into a new version of myself albeit slowly.</p><p>I am discovering that I am the sovereign of my life. I am the king of my experience. Each of us holds this role in our own life, yet no one can show us how. We each have to discover it ourselves. We have to go into the dark and ask what is hidden in order to begin living with purpose rather than by default. We all have this ability and the depth of ourself loves to respond.</p><p>With that in mind, without making any wild proclamations or promises, I will be back at Soul Craft Studio, slowly putting together some ideas and content. I refuse to enter the wild treadmill of endless production though. It will be more heartfelt and spontaneous. More natural.</p><p>May you be inspired by these words or just by yourself. I look forward to continuing the journey.</p><p>And remember&#8230; You are the King and Queen. You can return to yourself, and you have the ability to be the deciding factor in your life.</p><p>With love,</p><p>Matt x</p><div><hr></div><p><strong>About the Author</strong><br><em>Matt Rivers is the creator of Soul Craft Studio. He shares metaphysical and practical ideas, along with his creative work, to help you process emotion, access your creativity, and live with more clarity. His writing, meditations, and workshops explore emotional clarity, creative flow, and personal integration.</em></p><p><strong>Support the Work</strong><br><em>If this article resonated, you can support the writing here.</em></p><p class="button-wrapper" data-attrs="{&quot;url&quot;:&quot;https://buymeacoffee.com/mattrivers&quot;,&quot;text&quot;:&quot;Buy Me A Coffee&quot;,&quot;action&quot;:null,&quot;class&quot;:&quot;button-wrapper&quot;}" data-component-name="ButtonCreateButton"><a class="button primary button-wrapper" href="https://buymeacoffee.com/mattrivers"><span>Buy Me A Coffee</span></a></p><p><strong>Stay Connected</strong><br><em>Want more reflections, meditations, and creative insights? Subscribe to Soul Craft Studio for free updates.</em></p><p class="button-wrapper" data-attrs="{&quot;url&quot;:&quot;https://soulcraftwriting.substack.com/subscribe?&quot;,&quot;text&quot;:&quot;Subscribe now&quot;,&quot;action&quot;:null,&quot;class&quot;:null}" data-component-name="ButtonCreateButton"><a class="button primary" href="https://soulcraftwriting.substack.com/subscribe?"><span>Subscribe now</span></a></p>]]></content:encoded></item><item><title><![CDATA[What Does Healing Look Like?]]></title><description><![CDATA[Redefining healing, remembering joy, and living the messy truth]]></description><link>https://soulcraftwriting.substack.com/p/what-does-healing-look-like</link><guid isPermaLink="false">https://soulcraftwriting.substack.com/p/what-does-healing-look-like</guid><dc:creator><![CDATA[Matt Rivers]]></dc:creator><pubDate>Sat, 28 Jun 2025 08:09:42 GMT</pubDate><enclosure url="https://substackcdn.com/image/fetch/$s_!yhpv!,f_auto,q_auto:good,fl_progressive:steep/https%3A%2F%2Fsubstack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fpublic%2Fimages%2F7a83ea94-c128-4965-8711-3224c8f29137_640x427.jpeg" length="0" type="image/jpeg"/><content:encoded><![CDATA[<div class="captioned-image-container"><figure><a class="image-link image2 is-viewable-img" target="_blank" href="https://substackcdn.com/image/fetch/$s_!yhpv!,f_auto,q_auto:good,fl_progressive:steep/https%3A%2F%2Fsubstack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fpublic%2Fimages%2F7a83ea94-c128-4965-8711-3224c8f29137_640x427.jpeg" data-component-name="Image2ToDOM"><div class="image2-inset"><picture><source type="image/webp" srcset="https://substackcdn.com/image/fetch/$s_!yhpv!,w_424,c_limit,f_webp,q_auto:good,fl_progressive:steep/https%3A%2F%2Fsubstack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fpublic%2Fimages%2F7a83ea94-c128-4965-8711-3224c8f29137_640x427.jpeg 424w, 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I thought I was broken, flawed in many ways, and generally useless.</p><p>For a long time, I thought I was like a machine. Something that would break and could be fixed with a simple pill, mantra, practice or exercise. I studied reiki, yoga, meditation, self-realization, ayurveda and munay-ki. I added to my knowledge with emotional alchemy training and tarot. I began to suspect that healing is not something we have to summon, but something that is revealed. That health is a process, a journey with ups and downs. That wholeness and well-being are reliant on multiple factors - physical, mental, emotional and spiritual in nature.</p><h4><strong>A Moment in the Sea</strong></h4><p>The year I met my wife, on a Greek island called Skyros, I was running a bar at a holistic holiday centre. I was good friends with the chef, a Kiwi by the name of Jamie. He taught laughter yoga. I told him that I was too serious - that I had trouble letting the laughter in. We were floating in the sea at the time and he looked at me with these big smiley eyes and said a few words I will never forget.</p><div class="pullquote"><p>&#8220;The key to joy is understanding that you don't have to allow it in, but rather, learn to let it out.&#8221;</p></div><p>The penny finally dropped. Everything we need is within us. The joy, the health, the dreams, the energy, the potential. But it doesn&#8217;t come on its own. We have to show up. We have to act upon our dreams, our health, our bodies. We cannot just think things into existence. We must move through phases. We are mind, body and soul. Thought, emotion and action. I spent the next fifteen years solidifying this knowledge and bringing it from an intellectual realm into a practical, experienced place.</p><h4><strong>Becoming What You Know</strong></h4><p>The true work comes not from merely understanding something but becoming it and  knowing it by living it. I had to develop a sense of listening through writing. I had to start teaching what I was learning to finally understand. I had to purge a boatload of inner demons. I found myself on a deep plant medicine journey. It took becoming very ill to move through some of the biggest and hardest lessons of my life. I had to learn how to use protocols and disciplines to overcome some of the biggest challenges I have ever faced. It is not done by any means. I am still learning and growing and healing. But&#8230;</p><p>I now consider that healing is a process of remembering ourselves. Everything we need is inside of us. Awakening, enlightenment, healing... they are all the same word for the same process. We are coming home to ourselves, our truth, and our power. We are reclaiming all the lost bits of ourselves. We are embracing the shadows, the darkness, the pain. We are loving the abandoned child, the heart-broken teenager, the parts we don't want people to see. We are moving through the physical pain, embracing it, writing it down, loving it and finding the messages within it.</p><div class="captioned-image-container"><figure><a class="image-link image2 is-viewable-img" target="_blank" href="https://substackcdn.com/image/fetch/$s_!DINC!,f_auto,q_auto:good,fl_progressive:steep/https%3A%2F%2Fsubstack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fpublic%2Fimages%2F20e48035-c27f-44da-85fa-5ceb9e75c86a_640x427.jpeg" data-component-name="Image2ToDOM"><div class="image2-inset"><picture><source type="image/webp" srcset="https://substackcdn.com/image/fetch/$s_!DINC!,w_424,c_limit,f_webp,q_auto:good,fl_progressive:steep/https%3A%2F%2Fsubstack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fpublic%2Fimages%2F20e48035-c27f-44da-85fa-5ceb9e75c86a_640x427.jpeg 424w, https://substackcdn.com/image/fetch/$s_!DINC!,w_848,c_limit,f_webp,q_auto:good,fl_progressive:steep/https%3A%2F%2Fsubstack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fpublic%2Fimages%2F20e48035-c27f-44da-85fa-5ceb9e75c86a_640x427.jpeg 848w, 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In another sense, I see healing as the journey of a lifetime, reclaiming the fractured parts of ourselves that we lost along the way. Each lost part creates some kind of dis-ease and everything we reclaim restores us, bit by bit.</p><p>Healing is about making peace and then moving into knowing and potential. It is an attitude change and a perception shift. We come to love ourselves, and within that love is a potential so vast, we wonder why we couldn't see it all along.</p><div><hr></div><p><strong>About the Author</strong><br><em>Matt Rivers is the creator of Soul Craft Studio. He shares metaphysical and practical ideas, along with his creative work, to help you process emotion, access your creativity, and live with more clarity. His writing, meditations, and workshops explore emotional clarity, creative flow, and personal integration.</em></p><p><strong>Support the Work</strong><br><em>If this article resonated, you can support the writing here.</em></p><p class="button-wrapper" data-attrs="{&quot;url&quot;:&quot;https://buymeacoffee.com/mattrivers&quot;,&quot;text&quot;:&quot;Buy Me A Coffee&quot;,&quot;action&quot;:null,&quot;class&quot;:&quot;button-wrapper&quot;}" data-component-name="ButtonCreateButton"><a class="button primary button-wrapper" href="https://buymeacoffee.com/mattrivers"><span>Buy Me A Coffee</span></a></p><p><strong>Stay Connected</strong><br><em>Want more reflections, meditations, and creative insights? 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It is as fundamental as gravity and as vital as a heartbeat. It&#8217;s the glue that brings life, organisms, and ideas together - the organising principle of the Universe. The opposite of it is entropy. As consciousness fades, so does creativity. And things fall apart.</p><p>We often think of healing as repairing or fixing what&#8217;s broken. But it too is innate, it is a default tendency in all living organisms to return to their original blueprint. We associate healing with physical, emotional, and mental health in humans and animals, but we also extend it to ecosystems, financial systems, and the planet itself.</p><p>But what if healing and creativity are intimately connected? What if the act of creativity helps us heal and the process of healing helps us remember our natural creativity?</p><h4><strong>Two Sides of the Same Coin</strong></h4><p>There seems to be a symbiotic, interconnected relationship between creativity and healing. As two fundamental organising principles of life, one gives rise to the other. It&#8217;s hard to tell where one begins and the other ends. They loop, like strands of DNA, forming the very fabric of our known existence.</p><p>We create to bring life to an idea and what ideas have come forth from the mind of man! We have created both the beautiful and the broken: societies, behaviours, inventions, paradigms, religions, medicine, and of course&#8230; art.</p><p>In our complexity, we&#8217;ve also created more reasons to need healing, not just from physical injuries but from the spiritual disconnection and emotional turmoil of modern life. Some would argue we have forgotten who we really are.</p><p>Yet we use creativity as a path home through therapeutic art, dance, writing, movement, and somatic work. We summon flow states to connect more deeply with ourselves. And as we heal, whether from bodily illness or a soul-level ache, we often return to that innate wholeness. We remember our ability to imagine and conceive new realms of being.</p><h4><strong>The Science of Self-Repair</strong></h4><p>There is an alchemy that occurs when we create - a kind of medicine not born from outside us, but from the act of expression itself.</p><p>In recent years, science has begun to echo what the soul has always known: creation is a kind of healing, and healing is a creative act.</p><div class="pullquote"><p><em>&#8220;When we give language to our inner world, the nervous system calms, and the mind begins to understand what the heart already knows.&#8221;</em><br>&#8212; <em>James Pennebaker,</em> <strong>Opening Up: The Healing Power of Expressing Emotions</strong> (1997)</p></div><p>Psychologist James Pennebaker found that writing about our emotions - honestly, messily, freely - can calm the body and clarify the heart. Even just 20 minutes of expressive writing can boost the immune system, reduce stress, and create emotional coherence.</p><p>And healing doesn&#8217;t require talent, only that we show up. A simple sketch. A few heartfelt words. A string of melody. Research shows that just 45 minutes of art-making can significantly reduce cortisol, the stress hormone that underpins much of our modern anxiety.</p><p>Beneath it all, creativity is doing something even more profound: it&#8217;s rewiring us. The brain, constantly adapting through neuroplasticity, uses creative practices to form new neural pathways, reframe trauma, and restore emotional balance.</p><div class="pullquote"><p><em>&#8220;Each time we write, sing, or create, we&#8217;re not just expressing &#8212; we&#8217;re reshaping.&#8221;</em><br>&#8212; <em>Zaidel, D. W.,</em> <strong>Creativity, Brain, and Art: Biological and Neurological Considerations</strong> (2014)</p></div><h4><strong>Creative Healing in Practice</strong></h4><p>So how do we invite creative healing into our lives? What practices can help us release stress, reclaim joy, and remember who we are?</p><p>One of the simplest and most powerful tools is pen and paper. Writing down our thoughts and emotions creates spaciousness inside us. <strong><a href="https://soul-craft-studio.mn.co/spaces/17889755/list">Soul Writing</a></strong>, my own approach to intuitive writing, helps us go deeper, combining flow, focus, and feeling into one healing stream.</p><p>Music and singing hold powerful medicine. There&#8217;s a deep release that happens when we let go into sound, especially when we sing from the belly, or with others. The collective voice can lift us beyond the limits of the mind, into something ancient and connected.</p><p>And of course, there&#8217;s art therapy &#8212; the gentle alchemy of turning emotion into form. Through paint, clay, collage, or movement, we speak without needing the right words. It&#8217;s not about making something &#8220;good&#8221; but about making something true.</p><p>Art therapy invites us to meet ourselves with softness and curiosity, one stroke at a time. In that silence, healing begins.</p><h4><strong>The Inner Artist and the Inner Healer</strong></h4><p>As much as we like to think of healing as some kind of mechanical process we <em>do</em> in order to become whole again, it is more like an art. It&#8217;s a dance, one that involves action, showing up, and doing the work but also imagining ourselves differently. It&#8217;s a shift in perception. And perhaps the hardest part of all:</p><p><strong>Accepting that we already have everything we need within us.</strong></p><p>Our inner artist is a child that needs nurturing. That means care and love. If we&#8217;re to coax and encourage ourselves to create, we must feel safe and supported and we all know the key to healing is compassion.</p><p>The two become inseparable, like yin and yang, eternally interweaving into one another. All that&#8217;s required is that we breathe a little deeper and take the plunge. It doesn&#8217;t matter where we begin or why.</p><div class="captioned-image-container"><figure><a class="image-link image2 is-viewable-img" target="_blank" href="https://substackcdn.com/image/fetch/$s_!zB1g!,f_auto,q_auto:good,fl_progressive:steep/https%3A%2F%2Fsubstack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fpublic%2Fimages%2F9023b367-a9ea-497e-a1bf-ef721e1d4868_640x427.jpeg" data-component-name="Image2ToDOM"><div class="image2-inset"><picture><source type="image/webp" srcset="https://substackcdn.com/image/fetch/$s_!zB1g!,w_424,c_limit,f_webp,q_auto:good,fl_progressive:steep/https%3A%2F%2Fsubstack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fpublic%2Fimages%2F9023b367-a9ea-497e-a1bf-ef721e1d4868_640x427.jpeg 424w, https://substackcdn.com/image/fetch/$s_!zB1g!,w_848,c_limit,f_webp,q_auto:good,fl_progressive:steep/https%3A%2F%2Fsubstack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fpublic%2Fimages%2F9023b367-a9ea-497e-a1bf-ef721e1d4868_640x427.jpeg 848w, https://substackcdn.com/image/fetch/$s_!zB1g!,w_1272,c_limit,f_webp,q_auto:good,fl_progressive:steep/https%3A%2F%2Fsubstack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fpublic%2Fimages%2F9023b367-a9ea-497e-a1bf-ef721e1d4868_640x427.jpeg 1272w, https://substackcdn.com/image/fetch/$s_!zB1g!,w_1456,c_limit,f_webp,q_auto:good,fl_progressive:steep/https%3A%2F%2Fsubstack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fpublic%2Fimages%2F9023b367-a9ea-497e-a1bf-ef721e1d4868_640x427.jpeg 1456w" sizes="100vw"><img src="https://substackcdn.com/image/fetch/$s_!zB1g!,w_1456,c_limit,f_auto,q_auto:good,fl_progressive:steep/https%3A%2F%2Fsubstack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fpublic%2Fimages%2F9023b367-a9ea-497e-a1bf-ef721e1d4868_640x427.jpeg" width="550" height="366.953125" data-attrs="{&quot;src&quot;:&quot;https://substack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com/public/images/9023b367-a9ea-497e-a1bf-ef721e1d4868_640x427.jpeg&quot;,&quot;srcNoWatermark&quot;:null,&quot;fullscreen&quot;:null,&quot;imageSize&quot;:null,&quot;height&quot;:427,&quot;width&quot;:640,&quot;resizeWidth&quot;:550,&quot;bytes&quot;:23592,&quot;alt&quot;:null,&quot;title&quot;:null,&quot;type&quot;:&quot;image/jpeg&quot;,&quot;href&quot;:null,&quot;belowTheFold&quot;:true,&quot;topImage&quot;:false,&quot;internalRedirect&quot;:&quot;https://soulcraftwriting.substack.com/i/162805387?img=https%3A%2F%2Fsubstack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fpublic%2Fimages%2F9023b367-a9ea-497e-a1bf-ef721e1d4868_640x427.jpeg&quot;,&quot;isProcessing&quot;:false,&quot;align&quot;:null,&quot;offset&quot;:false}" class="sizing-normal" alt="" srcset="https://substackcdn.com/image/fetch/$s_!zB1g!,w_424,c_limit,f_auto,q_auto:good,fl_progressive:steep/https%3A%2F%2Fsubstack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fpublic%2Fimages%2F9023b367-a9ea-497e-a1bf-ef721e1d4868_640x427.jpeg 424w, https://substackcdn.com/image/fetch/$s_!zB1g!,w_848,c_limit,f_auto,q_auto:good,fl_progressive:steep/https%3A%2F%2Fsubstack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fpublic%2Fimages%2F9023b367-a9ea-497e-a1bf-ef721e1d4868_640x427.jpeg 848w, https://substackcdn.com/image/fetch/$s_!zB1g!,w_1272,c_limit,f_auto,q_auto:good,fl_progressive:steep/https%3A%2F%2Fsubstack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fpublic%2Fimages%2F9023b367-a9ea-497e-a1bf-ef721e1d4868_640x427.jpeg 1272w, https://substackcdn.com/image/fetch/$s_!zB1g!,w_1456,c_limit,f_auto,q_auto:good,fl_progressive:steep/https%3A%2F%2Fsubstack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fpublic%2Fimages%2F9023b367-a9ea-497e-a1bf-ef721e1d4868_640x427.jpeg 1456w" sizes="100vw" loading="lazy"></picture><div class="image-link-expand"><div class="pencraft pc-display-flex pc-gap-8 pc-reset"><button tabindex="0" type="button" class="pencraft pc-reset pencraft icon-container restack-image"><svg role="img" width="20" height="20" viewBox="0 0 20 20" fill="none" stroke-width="1.5" stroke="var(--color-fg-primary)" stroke-linecap="round" stroke-linejoin="round" xmlns="http://www.w3.org/2000/svg"><g><title></title><path d="M2.53001 7.81595C3.49179 4.73911 6.43281 2.5 9.91173 2.5C13.1684 2.5 15.9537 4.46214 17.0852 7.23684L17.6179 8.67647M17.6179 8.67647L18.5002 4.26471M17.6179 8.67647L13.6473 6.91176M17.4995 12.1841C16.5378 15.2609 13.5967 17.5 10.1178 17.5C6.86118 17.5 4.07589 15.5379 2.94432 12.7632L2.41165 11.3235M2.41165 11.3235L1.5293 15.7353M2.41165 11.3235L6.38224 13.0882"></path></g></svg></button><button tabindex="0" type="button" class="pencraft pc-reset pencraft icon-container view-image"><svg xmlns="http://www.w3.org/2000/svg" width="20" height="20" viewBox="0 0 24 24" fill="none" stroke="currentColor" stroke-width="2" stroke-linecap="round" stroke-linejoin="round" class="lucide lucide-maximize2 lucide-maximize-2"><polyline points="15 3 21 3 21 9"></polyline><polyline points="9 21 3 21 3 15"></polyline><line x1="21" x2="14" y1="3" y2="10"></line><line x1="3" x2="10" y1="21" y2="14"></line></svg></button></div></div></div></a></figure></div><h4><strong>We Heal to Create, and Create to Heal</strong></h4><p>The magic begins with that tiny act of courage. We create for ourselves in order to heal. We choose to take responsibility for our well-being and engage in actions that bring us closer to our wholeness, recovering the fragmented parts of who we are.</p><p>Without creativity, nothing would be here. None of us would exist. It is ephemeral, ineffable, and utterly essential.</p><div class="pullquote"><p><em>We have all been blessed with the power of procreation, imagination, and creation.</em></p></div><p><strong>About the Author</strong><br><em>Matt Rivers is the creator of Soul Craft Studio. He shares metaphysical and practical ideas, along with his creative work, to help you process emotion, access your creativity, and live with more clarity. His writing, meditations, and workshops explore emotional clarity, creative flow, and personal integration.</em></p><p><strong>Support the Work</strong><br><em>If this article resonated, you can support the writing here.</em></p><p class="button-wrapper" data-attrs="{&quot;url&quot;:&quot;https://buymeacoffee.com/mattrivers&quot;,&quot;text&quot;:&quot;Buy Me A Coffee&quot;,&quot;action&quot;:null,&quot;class&quot;:&quot;button-wrapper&quot;}" data-component-name="ButtonCreateButton"><a class="button primary button-wrapper" href="https://buymeacoffee.com/mattrivers"><span>Buy Me A Coffee</span></a></p><p><strong>Stay Connected</strong><br><em>Want more reflections, meditations, and creative insights? Subscribe to Soul Craft Studio for free updates.</em></p><p class="button-wrapper" data-attrs="{&quot;url&quot;:&quot;https://soulcraftwriting.substack.com/subscribe?&quot;,&quot;text&quot;:&quot;Subscribe now&quot;,&quot;action&quot;:null,&quot;class&quot;:null}" data-component-name="ButtonCreateButton"><a class="button primary" href="https://soulcraftwriting.substack.com/subscribe?"><span>Subscribe now</span></a></p>]]></content:encoded></item><item><title><![CDATA[The Creative Force]]></title><description><![CDATA[A Journey into the Heart of Human Imagination]]></description><link>https://soulcraftwriting.substack.com/p/the-creative-force</link><guid isPermaLink="false">https://soulcraftwriting.substack.com/p/the-creative-force</guid><dc:creator><![CDATA[Matt Rivers]]></dc:creator><pubDate>Thu, 24 Apr 2025 11:27:37 GMT</pubDate><enclosure 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This drive is inescapable. It is the dynamo of life. It is wrapped up in sexual attraction and reproduction at the most fundamental level, yet beyond that, it manifests as a conscious will to engage with reality, to experience, to experiment, and to ultimately enhance our life experience through soul expression.</p><p>This force within us is divine in nature. It is a reflection, man <em>made</em> in God&#8217;s image. We are &#8216;Atoms of God&#8217; &#8212; not God as a whole, but waves upon the ocean, replete with the universal qualities of Great Spirit. We ourselves are artworks, and we seek art in our lives. We hunger for it. We celebrate it.</p><h4><strong>What is Creativity?</strong></h4><p>These grand statements must be accompanied by a small exploration of creativity and art. In all my searching and teaching, I have found creativity at every turn: in every action, every word, and every thought. On the less familiar side, we are creating just by existing. Our breath creates effects in our body. We can calm our mind and relax our body, or live in a constant state of stress or panic. We have control over this if we choose to. Our thoughts create perceptions and experiences. We choose how to react by the choices we make. Our thoughts influence our physiology and our health.</p><p>It is said that thoughts create the things in our lives, that life reflects who we are and what we think about. Thoughts are electric, and electricity creates magnetic fields. What, therefore, are we magnetizing toward ourselves? We get to choose what we focus on, and perhaps that is what creates the tapestry of our lives. As we move outside of ourselves, creativity moves into more familiar territory.</p><p>We have thoughts about the world around us. As children, we instinctively begin to make things, destroy things, and remake them. We wield pens and crayons, dance with abandon, construct fantasy universes in the woods and gardens of our lives, and climb mountains that are really molehills. As we grow, we learn to direct that energy into more constructive means. We are still creating with our thoughts and perceptions, but that energy emanates outward into practicing skills like cooking, drawing, sports, music, and writing. Creativity is our nature. It flows through every aspect of our existence.</p><h4><strong>The Suppression of Creativity</strong></h4><p>Unfortunately, at some point, we begin to allow our creativity to be suppressed. Not in all ways, because that would be impossible, but we are pulled away from it and taught to focus on other things. Creativity is put into boxes: one labelled &#8216;art,&#8217; one labelled &#8216;acting,&#8217; another &#8216;music,&#8217; and another &#8216;dance.&#8217; These categories become neatly stored away in lessons separate from more academic pursuits. Creativity, once an integral part of us, becomes an object, a talent, and sometimes an exclusive pursuit. The gatekeepers appear: teachers and parents directing or halting the flow of our creative urges with misplaced words, lack of resources, or lack of emotional support. If we are lucky, there may be a tradition of art, a heritage, or a particular school that favours creative pursuits.</p><p>As we are siphoned into academic classes at school, we are expected to learn to write, but that writing is poked and prodded. It is highly analysed, overcooked, and forced into a set of constricting rules. Things have to have structure, form, and syntax. Stories have to make sense. We are taught beginnings, middles, and ends, even though life itself rarely displays such qualities. Exams and attainment are moved centre stage, and we forget that all of our thoughts, words, and actions are creative &#8212; even the math problems, the essays on Chaucer, and the crazy science experiments.</p><div class="captioned-image-container"><figure><a class="image-link image2 is-viewable-img" target="_blank" href="https://substackcdn.com/image/fetch/$s_!Flqz!,f_auto,q_auto:good,fl_progressive:steep/https%3A%2F%2Fsubstack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fpublic%2Fimages%2F0e4312ef-60f5-451d-ac07-b42cd1aff327_640x427.jpeg" data-component-name="Image2ToDOM"><div class="image2-inset"><picture><source type="image/webp" srcset="https://substackcdn.com/image/fetch/$s_!Flqz!,w_424,c_limit,f_webp,q_auto:good,fl_progressive:steep/https%3A%2F%2Fsubstack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fpublic%2Fimages%2F0e4312ef-60f5-451d-ac07-b42cd1aff327_640x427.jpeg 424w, 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It is a creature of despair that consumes the world of fantasy and imagination within humanity. This world has no boundaries because it grows out of us &#8212; it is our infinite capacity for invention and dreaming. The Nothing grows in power because humans give up their hopes and dreams. They stop creating, thinking that life is about something else.</p><div class="pullquote"><p>&#8220;This world has no boundaries because it grows out of us &#8212; it is our infinite capacity for invention and dreaming.&#8221;</p></div><p>In other words, we start chasing survival &#8212; money, houses, jobs, careers, and families &#8212; without perceiving the inherent creativity within all these wonderful activities. Beyond that, a good many of us stop creating at all in any conscious way. We become consumers of other people&#8217;s creativity. We watch movies, listen to music, scroll social media &#8212; but rarely engage in our own creative space. This is where the slow creep of despair sets in. <em>The Nothing</em> begins to eat away at us without us noticing. But it is all an illusion.</p><p>Creativity is everywhere. It is existence. It is nature, and it is our nature. There is so much creativity going on at all times, on all levels. People are taking photos, making videos, and producing music, all on their own terms. Home-made movies are becoming incredibly popular. The opportunity to learn any creative skill is at everyone&#8217;s fingertips. Yet, if all our wonderful imaginings are experienced on a flat screen, is there a difference in the experience if not the perception? Art is meant to be seen, touched, lived, breathed in, and heard live so that the vibrations of that experience travel directly through the senses instead of being filtered through a digital medium.</p><h4><strong>Creative Solutions for Healing</strong></h4><p>I often think that the success and harmony of humanity upon this earth can be found in our ability to allow ourselves to create and experience creation. There is no doubt that creativity spans the entirety of perception. Whether we are bathing in a sound journey, allowing pulses of healing tones to wash through our energy, meditating in silence, bouncing in a crowd of thirty thousand at a festival, sitting at home writing a daily journal, baking birthday cakes, dreaming up characters and worlds, or gathering pretty rocks on a beach &#8212; we cannot escape the creative pulse within us.</p><p>If we can learn to see that everything we do is creative, then we can create a sacred space for ourselves to reveal that infinite and unlimited voice within us &#8212; the one that calls us forward to enjoy life, to play, and to make things. This, I believe, is the destiny of our species. To rediscover our true selves, to explore our creative powers, and to realize that the world we live in is produced by each and every one of us.</p><div><hr></div><p><strong>About the Author</strong><br><em>Matt Rivers is the creator of Soul Craft Studio. 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